Nothing Special
Not much to say tonight. Haven't had all that much to say in general for awhile if you check how many posts I've made this year. I'm thinking I'll try to update more about what I've been up to and thinking.
Not much has been on my mind lately. I seem to nothing but work lately. My schedule changed two weeks ago and since I've been working 5 days a week. Now I realize that doesn't seem like anything special to most but I used to work only 4 days a week, just with longer hours. I miss having three days a week off. It meant another day to do whatever I wanted. Sleep late, play video games, hang out with friends, ... whatever. So goes life I guess. Try to control the things you can, and curse the things you can't. Wish I got paid a little more though :/ And to think the next job I might have I might be shot at.
As always the thought of finding a girl thats worth while fills the depths of my brain. Maybe it's those deep regions I haven't been in touch with in quite some time. I'm picky yes, but I don't think that it's a problem. I mean there are just certain things that aren't going to attract me. The thing is though, I don't outwardly go to pursue anything with anyone. I just can't seem to pick myself up to do anything about it. I've had some opportunites it's just that everytime I tried something I thought would work, it backfired on me. I'm sooo tired of that shit. I guess thats just how the Triple Chocolate will Melt Down for now.
Tommorrow is a new day but that line I've heard from that movie I can't remember its name, resonates in my head.
"Everyday you see me, you are seeing me on the worst day of my life."
That's pretty much how I feel.
Later all...
-Bo
Not much has been on my mind lately. I seem to nothing but work lately. My schedule changed two weeks ago and since I've been working 5 days a week. Now I realize that doesn't seem like anything special to most but I used to work only 4 days a week, just with longer hours. I miss having three days a week off. It meant another day to do whatever I wanted. Sleep late, play video games, hang out with friends, ... whatever. So goes life I guess. Try to control the things you can, and curse the things you can't. Wish I got paid a little more though :/ And to think the next job I might have I might be shot at.
As always the thought of finding a girl thats worth while fills the depths of my brain. Maybe it's those deep regions I haven't been in touch with in quite some time. I'm picky yes, but I don't think that it's a problem. I mean there are just certain things that aren't going to attract me. The thing is though, I don't outwardly go to pursue anything with anyone. I just can't seem to pick myself up to do anything about it. I've had some opportunites it's just that everytime I tried something I thought would work, it backfired on me. I'm sooo tired of that shit. I guess thats just how the Triple Chocolate will Melt Down for now.
Tommorrow is a new day but that line I've heard from that movie I can't remember its name, resonates in my head.
"Everyday you see me, you are seeing me on the worst day of my life."
That's pretty much how I feel.
Later all...
-Bo