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[boozybyoj]

 I rolled my windows down and blasted Arcade Fire's Neon Bible so I could concentrate on something familiar. The words, "This was always going to happen.." from the walk to the car rolled around in my head - up and down, sideways, and in different languages until I looked down and saw that I was driving 20 miles over the permitted speed and figured a ticket would only heighten my feelings of inadequacy.

I'm losing my ability to fake it.