Enlightenment
After last week's fiasco that went like this...
Nervous about dodgeball
Played dodgeball
Hit girl in dodgeball
Girl got upset that I didnt like her
Girl confronted me about it
I apologize to girl and we will be friends
I feel like I've become the bad guy and am guilty about everything that has happened even though I didnt do anything to her on purpose...
...today I feel some clarity. I'm enlightened towards a better way of living. I realized that I dont like the negativity surrounded by this situation, whether it was caused by me or not. I just dont like it. I dont want anyone not liking me or thinking that I dont like them. I mean...I didnt like this person but I also wasnt going to make that person feel uncomfortable or unwanted. And I didnt! I really didnt! I was happy and joyous! But yes, my aim got the best of me...
...so whatever. That situation is done. And I dont want any hate. I want love. I want happiness. I want to be a beacon of hope. I want to love everyone and be loved by all! So I'm starting over today. Today is my new years day and I'm beginning these resolutions as I continue on my path to being a better woman!!!
(This will last five minutes and then I'll be back to being bitter ol' boozergirl. But a girl can try.)
Nervous about dodgeball
Played dodgeball
Hit girl in dodgeball
Girl got upset that I didnt like her
Girl confronted me about it
I apologize to girl and we will be friends
I feel like I've become the bad guy and am guilty about everything that has happened even though I didnt do anything to her on purpose...
...today I feel some clarity. I'm enlightened towards a better way of living. I realized that I dont like the negativity surrounded by this situation, whether it was caused by me or not. I just dont like it. I dont want anyone not liking me or thinking that I dont like them. I mean...I didnt like this person but I also wasnt going to make that person feel uncomfortable or unwanted. And I didnt! I really didnt! I was happy and joyous! But yes, my aim got the best of me...
...so whatever. That situation is done. And I dont want any hate. I want love. I want happiness. I want to be a beacon of hope. I want to love everyone and be loved by all! So I'm starting over today. Today is my new years day and I'm beginning these resolutions as I continue on my path to being a better woman!!!
(This will last five minutes and then I'll be back to being bitter ol' boozergirl. But a girl can try.)