Fuck. I did it again.
yep. i got drunk as hell and drove home for the millionth time. i hate it. i can drive pretty well when i'm drunk and i'm not really worried about crashing into something...but it can happen. hitting someone scares me. i don't want to hurt anyone. unless its an enemy. and they can go to hell. i slept until noon on sunday and rounded up the troops for a skate mission. me,retardo and baloney hit downtown and the park in freddie fenderville.there were puddles and stupid kids everywhere but i dried up the water with some clothes and smacked the shit outta da kids. i wish. after the session we went to jack in the box and then got booze. chilled at retardo's until he called it at around midnite. i was drunk then and was planning on going home but baloney wanted to go to a bar. what the hell, i thought. i've been buying this guy beer for years. about time he backed it up. so we went to copz. lame choice. tejano and jocks everywhere. we split a pitcher and i got pretty fuct. saw some girl i went to junior high with. i was so blitzed i didn't even want to talk to her. so i played dumb and deaf. drove home like a madman. stupid stupid stupid. i think i'll only drink at home now. unless someone else drives. this hurricane business has me thinking. whats going to happen if theres a bigger disaster affecting a bigger area? i heard that at least 10k are dead. thats alot. too bad its mostly poor people. i have no problems with the rich dying. i've decided to go all survivalist. i'm going to start putting time and money into it. i'm going to buy guns,survival gear and mre's. fuck yeah. when the shit hits the fan i'll be ready. i'll just sit in my room with my gun pointing out the window munching on crackers. crackers seem like a good idea about now.