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=Now=
Current mood: umm...
Current music: elliott smith
Current taste: cigarette.
Current hair: wildness.
Current clothes: shorts / shirt
Current annoyance: no money.
Current smell: beer?
Current thing I ought to be doin: sleeping
Current windows open: one is
Current desktop picture: a roger dean mural.
Current book: two: welcome to the monkey house by Kurt Vonnegut JR
Current cd in stereo: jellyfish- spilt milk.
Current celeb crush: kierra knightley. ( not sure on spelling )
Current favorite celeb: none.
Current hate: you, by far.
=Do I=
Remember your first love?: yeah
Still love him/her?: third grade was a while ago.
Read the newspaper?: if its there. i dont really trust mass news media.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yep.
Believe in miracles?: you know it.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: why not?
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: as much as i can be, but this world is full of stupid people.
Consider love a mistake?: never. if its a mistake, its not love.
Like the taste of alcohol?: thirst for it.
Have a favorite candy?: whatchamacallit bars.
Believe in astrology?: um, as much as you believe in three headed ladies.
Believe in magic?: yes, its real.
Believe in god?: God? your god? nope.
Have any pets?: does a small roommate count?
Go to or plan to go to college?: yes
Have any piercings?: not
Have any tattoos?: nope
Hate yourself: often.
Have an obsession?: being me.
Have a secret crush?: best believe it
Do they know yet?: negs.
Have a best friend?: i hope so.
Wish on stars?: if i feel the urge.
=Love life=
First crush: joanna eccles, in the third grade.
First kiss: pretty rad.
Ever been in love?: yes i have. i am sure of it.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: sure.
Do you believe in "the one?": possibly.
Describe your ideal significant other: loves me for me. likes to hang out. isnt totally high maintence.
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: haha duh.
Have you ever been intoxicated?: am right now.
Are you a tease?: totally.
Shy to make the first move?: depends. i have to feel the chi.
=Word association=
Rubber: arm
Rock: white rock by rick wakeman.
Green: tea
Wet: eyes
Cry: if you gotta.
Peanut: oil
Hay: is for horses.
Cold: in herrr.
Steamy: soup
Fast: lane.
Freaky: lifestyle
Rain: now
Bite: hard but caring.
Blow: the movie or the drug?
Religion: i believe in myself.
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: drugs.
Ate & Drank: jack in the box i think. i cant help it, i dont really like it, but its so cheap and so close. i will stop soon. i already feel it.
Watched on tv: cnn headline news. cnn is the only news you can almost trust. believe it.
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: i wanna kill this plague inside of me....that was emo as fuck.
get really wasted with: the girl of my dreams.
look like: i like being ugly me.
be like: sir francis drake.
avoid: the fuzz, man.
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: mikey.
hugged: sarah.
instant messaged: my ali kat.
kissed: i kissed you, remember?
--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: wherever the food is, duh.
cry: in your bed.
wish you were: rocking out all day, partying all night....oh wait...i already do that...
--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? i wouldnt say " dated "...
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? of course
Run away from home? nah, i think i wanted to once.
Broken a bone? a couple.
Played Truth Or Dare? yes ma'am.
Kissed someone you didn't know? ha yeah.
Been in a fight? not really.
Come close to dying? everyday, dude.
--WHAT IS:--
Your bedroom like?: couch, table, bed, pictures, posters, white walls ( like an aslyum...), guitar, record player, vinyl, marijuana, two beer bottles...
Your favorite thing for breakfast? im not a breakfast person. but bagel me is really good around 12 or 1 in the afternoon.
Your favorite restaurant?: pizza d'oro.
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: watch, alarm clock, Stanley Jordan- Magic Touch vinyl ( one of the best jazz guitarists of all time, he fingertaps out all of elenor rigby on this record. and miles davis and hendrix songs, as well as his own, which own.), and one shade that fell down.
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: i think i snagged some oreo's and a cup of water. our kitchen isnt clean now. and we saw a ginormous spider last night...chill.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: pretty in pink. john hughes was/is on fire.
If you has plastic surgery, what would you have done?: nothing, why change what works so well now? hahaha...ha...ha...um...ha.
What is your biggest fear?: being unhappy in life, working a job i hate, not graduating college, you.
What feature are you most insecure about?: my left arm isnt nearly as strong as my right.
Are you a pyromaniac?: naturally.
Do you have too many love interests?: i used to get caught in that, but i think i've moved on from wanting and waiting.
Crushes? i already told you, dude.
Do you know anyone famous?: me...silly.
Describe your bed: queen size, black silk sheets, four pillows.
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous.
Do you know how to play poker?: yeah, bring it on, maverick.
How do you drive?: i'd say im a pretty good driver. kinda spacey sometimes, but thats only when im driving back from san fransisco after the charger weekend, and i think i left my license and medicare card in a bathroom in ventura. it was a long, but fucking amazing weekend. Charger Weekend Number Two will commence in june.
What do you miss most about being little?: toys, of course.
Are you happy with your given name?: i love it.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: more than you have buddy.
What color is your bedroom?: four white walls. i'd paint it, but im moving out in 3 and a half months, so why bother?
What was the last song you were listening to?: the glutton of sympathy- jellyfish. ( this song gets better and better everytime you hear it. all hail jellyfish.)
Who are your best friends?: the people you talk shit on.
Do you talk a lot?: if the conditions are right.
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: all day, everyday.
Do you think you're cute?: i think i'm doing alright.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: if you dont make me hate you, yes.
this was so fucking long. thats how bored i am. so yeah, the next three and a half weeks i have to get down to business, and take care of finals and shiat. and then a glorious two week break, and then starting 10 units of summer school, awesome life.
Awesome, Awesome to the maxxx. new slogan at the hippie crash pad.
the pure was cleaned yesterday, and it looks glorious. thank you matt edwards.
mothers day tomorrow, got my mom a white rose bush. doesnt look all that bomb now, but give it a few weeks and it'll be the talk of the block.
ate some ganja brownies and went golfing on friday. didnt drink, but everyone else did. after 4+ hours and 13 holes, we called it quits and went home. the sun won today, too much for me.
as if this wasnt enough to read, i'll leave you with the lyrics from one of the greatest pop songs of all time, " new mistake " by Jellyfish. i want to find my new mistake now. if you like the beatles, queen, amazing vocals, and a band that shreds, a drummer that stands center stage, and is the lead vocalist, jellyfish is it. best unknown band of the early 90's, by far. one of my top 10 artists.
"new mistake"
Curtain opens, spotlights the gentleman
Signing his love letter "best wishes, Simpleton"
Dialog swam from his pen like pollywogs
He knew better that perfume was gravity
Pulling him closer to what could be tragedy
Love is blind, deaf and dumb, but never mind
You better catch me when I fall
I'm on my roller skates
Cause any ole way that I fall
I land in your arms even though it's wrong
Cause I love my new mistake
Intermission gave way to a miracle
The birth of an accident grew to a spectacle
That couldn't wait the mother was three weeks late
So Father Mason clutching his crucifix
Baptized the baby in whiskey and licorice
What a lovely way drowning sins in tooth decay
Looks like our hero's gonna fall
The bow's about to break
Cause any ole that I fall
I'll be in your arms as we lie awake
with our lovely new mistake
You better catch me when I fall
My sugar trampoline
Cause any ole way that I fall
I land in your arms even though it's wrong
Cause I love my new mistake
The ending turned tragic when many years later
The baby had grown up and married a pop singer
I think it was her turn to make her first mistake
Any ole time at fall
Any ole way that I fall
I just lie awake with my new mistake
Current mood: umm...
Current music: elliott smith
Current taste: cigarette.
Current hair: wildness.
Current clothes: shorts / shirt
Current annoyance: no money.
Current smell: beer?
Current thing I ought to be doin: sleeping
Current windows open: one is
Current desktop picture: a roger dean mural.
Current book: two: welcome to the monkey house by Kurt Vonnegut JR
Current cd in stereo: jellyfish- spilt milk.
Current celeb crush: kierra knightley. ( not sure on spelling )
Current favorite celeb: none.
Current hate: you, by far.
=Do I=
Remember your first love?: yeah
Still love him/her?: third grade was a while ago.
Read the newspaper?: if its there. i dont really trust mass news media.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yep.
Believe in miracles?: you know it.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: why not?
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: as much as i can be, but this world is full of stupid people.
Consider love a mistake?: never. if its a mistake, its not love.
Like the taste of alcohol?: thirst for it.
Have a favorite candy?: whatchamacallit bars.
Believe in astrology?: um, as much as you believe in three headed ladies.
Believe in magic?: yes, its real.
Believe in god?: God? your god? nope.
Have any pets?: does a small roommate count?
Go to or plan to go to college?: yes
Have any piercings?: not
Have any tattoos?: nope
Hate yourself: often.
Have an obsession?: being me.
Have a secret crush?: best believe it
Do they know yet?: negs.
Have a best friend?: i hope so.
Wish on stars?: if i feel the urge.
=Love life=
First crush: joanna eccles, in the third grade.
First kiss: pretty rad.
Ever been in love?: yes i have. i am sure of it.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: sure.
Do you believe in "the one?": possibly.
Describe your ideal significant other: loves me for me. likes to hang out. isnt totally high maintence.
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: haha duh.
Have you ever been intoxicated?: am right now.
Are you a tease?: totally.
Shy to make the first move?: depends. i have to feel the chi.
=Word association=
Rubber: arm
Rock: white rock by rick wakeman.
Green: tea
Wet: eyes
Cry: if you gotta.
Peanut: oil
Hay: is for horses.
Cold: in herrr.
Steamy: soup
Fast: lane.
Freaky: lifestyle
Rain: now
Bite: hard but caring.
Blow: the movie or the drug?
Religion: i believe in myself.
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: drugs.
Ate & Drank: jack in the box i think. i cant help it, i dont really like it, but its so cheap and so close. i will stop soon. i already feel it.
Watched on tv: cnn headline news. cnn is the only news you can almost trust. believe it.
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: i wanna kill this plague inside of me....that was emo as fuck.
get really wasted with: the girl of my dreams.
look like: i like being ugly me.
be like: sir francis drake.
avoid: the fuzz, man.
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: mikey.
hugged: sarah.
instant messaged: my ali kat.
kissed: i kissed you, remember?
--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: wherever the food is, duh.
cry: in your bed.
wish you were: rocking out all day, partying all night....oh wait...i already do that...
--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? i wouldnt say " dated "...
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? of course
Run away from home? nah, i think i wanted to once.
Broken a bone? a couple.
Played Truth Or Dare? yes ma'am.
Kissed someone you didn't know? ha yeah.
Been in a fight? not really.
Come close to dying? everyday, dude.
--WHAT IS:--
Your bedroom like?: couch, table, bed, pictures, posters, white walls ( like an aslyum...), guitar, record player, vinyl, marijuana, two beer bottles...
Your favorite thing for breakfast? im not a breakfast person. but bagel me is really good around 12 or 1 in the afternoon.
Your favorite restaurant?: pizza d'oro.
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: watch, alarm clock, Stanley Jordan- Magic Touch vinyl ( one of the best jazz guitarists of all time, he fingertaps out all of elenor rigby on this record. and miles davis and hendrix songs, as well as his own, which own.), and one shade that fell down.
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: i think i snagged some oreo's and a cup of water. our kitchen isnt clean now. and we saw a ginormous spider last night...chill.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: pretty in pink. john hughes was/is on fire.
If you has plastic surgery, what would you have done?: nothing, why change what works so well now? hahaha...ha...ha...um...ha.
What is your biggest fear?: being unhappy in life, working a job i hate, not graduating college, you.
What feature are you most insecure about?: my left arm isnt nearly as strong as my right.
Are you a pyromaniac?: naturally.
Do you have too many love interests?: i used to get caught in that, but i think i've moved on from wanting and waiting.
Crushes? i already told you, dude.
Do you know anyone famous?: me...silly.
Describe your bed: queen size, black silk sheets, four pillows.
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous.
Do you know how to play poker?: yeah, bring it on, maverick.
How do you drive?: i'd say im a pretty good driver. kinda spacey sometimes, but thats only when im driving back from san fransisco after the charger weekend, and i think i left my license and medicare card in a bathroom in ventura. it was a long, but fucking amazing weekend. Charger Weekend Number Two will commence in june.
What do you miss most about being little?: toys, of course.
Are you happy with your given name?: i love it.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: more than you have buddy.
What color is your bedroom?: four white walls. i'd paint it, but im moving out in 3 and a half months, so why bother?
What was the last song you were listening to?: the glutton of sympathy- jellyfish. ( this song gets better and better everytime you hear it. all hail jellyfish.)
Who are your best friends?: the people you talk shit on.
Do you talk a lot?: if the conditions are right.
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: all day, everyday.
Do you think you're cute?: i think i'm doing alright.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: if you dont make me hate you, yes.
this was so fucking long. thats how bored i am. so yeah, the next three and a half weeks i have to get down to business, and take care of finals and shiat. and then a glorious two week break, and then starting 10 units of summer school, awesome life.
Awesome, Awesome to the maxxx. new slogan at the hippie crash pad.
the pure was cleaned yesterday, and it looks glorious. thank you matt edwards.
mothers day tomorrow, got my mom a white rose bush. doesnt look all that bomb now, but give it a few weeks and it'll be the talk of the block.
ate some ganja brownies and went golfing on friday. didnt drink, but everyone else did. after 4+ hours and 13 holes, we called it quits and went home. the sun won today, too much for me.
as if this wasnt enough to read, i'll leave you with the lyrics from one of the greatest pop songs of all time, " new mistake " by Jellyfish. i want to find my new mistake now. if you like the beatles, queen, amazing vocals, and a band that shreds, a drummer that stands center stage, and is the lead vocalist, jellyfish is it. best unknown band of the early 90's, by far. one of my top 10 artists.
"new mistake"
Curtain opens, spotlights the gentleman
Signing his love letter "best wishes, Simpleton"
Dialog swam from his pen like pollywogs
He knew better that perfume was gravity
Pulling him closer to what could be tragedy
Love is blind, deaf and dumb, but never mind
You better catch me when I fall
I'm on my roller skates
Cause any ole way that I fall
I land in your arms even though it's wrong
Cause I love my new mistake
Intermission gave way to a miracle
The birth of an accident grew to a spectacle
That couldn't wait the mother was three weeks late
So Father Mason clutching his crucifix
Baptized the baby in whiskey and licorice
What a lovely way drowning sins in tooth decay
Looks like our hero's gonna fall
The bow's about to break
Cause any ole that I fall
I'll be in your arms as we lie awake
with our lovely new mistake
You better catch me when I fall
My sugar trampoline
Cause any ole way that I fall
I land in your arms even though it's wrong
Cause I love my new mistake
The ending turned tragic when many years later
The baby had grown up and married a pop singer
I think it was her turn to make her first mistake
Any ole time at fall
Any ole way that I fall
I just lie awake with my new mistake