take my hand,love. i'm taking you home..

[booxboo]

well, today was it. he's gone. the 13 week countdown starts tomorrow. i went to his house this morning, alot of people were there. alot of people have been & i know they're all going to miss him ALOT. he gave everyone something of his to remember him. i got his hat, along with other things..but the hat made me really happy. around 3, me & his family left for Albany. when we got to the hotel, me & Chelsea lost it..it was really goodbye. and then he had to come back out after he finally left [ugh. heh]. as if saying goodbye once wasnt enough, right? i'v never hugged anyone so tight before. i watched him walk into the hotel until i couldn't see him anymore. the car ride home was really quiet, i kinda took naps because my eyes hurt. & now here i am. now i just can't wait for the letters.

in light of him leaving, im posting pics from the wedding. i havent gotten the new ones on my computer yet. i'll get around to it.


[the city:]








[ryan & tara]


[tara & me]


[me & chelsea]


[tommy & me]


[tommy & tara]


[chelsea with all the champaign. "i got it!!"]


[me & tara wasted]


[me & tommy..<3]