i'm so fucking sorry..

[booxboo]

but you are just a huge disappointment.

you never keep your promises.
you always let me down.
you don't show me that you're there when i need you.
you can't tell me you think of my feelings because you don't.
you're excuses fucking suck.
half the time im crying, it somehow leads back to you.

you wonder why i am the way i am. i even wonder why i'm the way i am. i guess i learned all my bad habits from the best. and everytime i fuck someone over and disappoint them, i'm going to think of you.

i shouldn't have kept trusting you. i'm stupid. but i guess avoiding you is gunna be a bit hard. you're gunna miss me one day.

i love you.