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"And I’ve cried and you would think I'd feel better for it
But the sadness just sleeps and it stays in your spine for the rest of your life"
First i must say that liz and I are secretly soulmates: why? bc 1. we are both vegetarians and 2. we both like jack johnson and there are many other reasons that i cannot think of at this moment. but we know!
today my mom actually spoke to me because i told her i was going def in one ear. she was pretty worried and called to make an appt at the doctors. but then she found out it was just the aftermath of colds from the winter. so now we are back to being nice not civil not friendly not speaking even though we're fucking related strangers. lovely. but i won't write about that shit because truthfully, no one wants to hear it and i don't feel like explaining. i'm sure there are better things to worry.... i can't think of one now though.
i decided i hate writing in this thing because it makes all the things i think in my mind real and then other people can read them. in fact, i can re read them many times and just feel worse. so basically....nevermind. i am going to bed.
But the sadness just sleeps and it stays in your spine for the rest of your life"
First i must say that liz and I are secretly soulmates: why? bc 1. we are both vegetarians and 2. we both like jack johnson and there are many other reasons that i cannot think of at this moment. but we know!
today my mom actually spoke to me because i told her i was going def in one ear. she was pretty worried and called to make an appt at the doctors. but then she found out it was just the aftermath of colds from the winter. so now we are back to being nice not civil not friendly not speaking even though we're fucking related strangers. lovely. but i won't write about that shit because truthfully, no one wants to hear it and i don't feel like explaining. i'm sure there are better things to worry.... i can't think of one now though.
i decided i hate writing in this thing because it makes all the things i think in my mind real and then other people can read them. in fact, i can re read them many times and just feel worse. so basically....nevermind. i am going to bed.