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wow i havent really updated this thing in a long time and i really dont know what to say things have been going back to normal and i really dont have alot to talk about...............i mean i do have to go to my new counsiler and i really dont want to go there but i guess if they will help me with all of my stress then i guess it is the best thing to do for now............oh yea about the whole dad thing i guess dayna was talking to dean and the thing is,is that he beleves that i am pregnent but he doesnt really thing that it is his and i am only saying that for attetion and to tell you the truth i really dont want any attetion from him i wish in a way that i could just forget about him and our little thing that we had going on but i cant do that. well that is all i have to say for today so i guess i will update later when i get back from my counslier and tell you what happends there till then love ya nikki
ok im back and i just got back fro the counsliers office and it wasnt that bad i really didnt get anything out of it but im sure that it will work out in the long run omg i really cant wait untill the 1st of april that is going to make or break my decision if you know what i mean. but in a way im kinda sure what i am going too do but like i said i wont really know untill the first but untill then