Dont read if you dont want to hear me think
hey everyone, its been a while since i have updated. Um, not alot has happened except my sister is spending alot more time w/ me as a result of lack of contact. which i guess is good b/c i really do miss her. speedy is back in school so that definately cuts down on the time we get to see each other, b/c of my full and part time job, so that kinda sucks. i feel so grown up now. ya know, having responsibilities and if i dont fill them like in school, im not gonna get wrote up or get a d for the six weeks, i mean its just like as soon as i graduated i became an adult. i dont see or hear from any of the ppl that i went to school with like i thought i would, i thought i would stay in contact w/ at least my good friends, and now i have 62 number in my cell and half of them are there for no reason. its just weird, i thought growing up would be a gradual thing but it was like i was standing at the top of a fligt of stairs waiting to slowly walk down them and someone just pushed me and i landed into being an adult. (great analogy right guys) i dunno im here by myself and when i think that is bad times. so i have to go get ready for work b/c i have to be there at 10, then after school im going to st x to give blood for the hurricane thinggy. ok. i love yall. BIGJ