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Mar 04, 2007 17:31

i wish i could change.
i wish i could change the way this story's written.
i wish i could stop sayin the same old things.
i wish i could be who you want me to be.
that's all we ever wanted, to be the best person for each other
but the changes became too great and the sacrifice, too tough. it just was.
i wish i could loose all of my blues.
i wish i could wash away all of the hurt from me and especially - ESPECIALLY - from you
i wished for a will, i wished for a way every single day.
i felt so alone and began to accept your word.
the change i was waiting for wasn't on the way, until your changes were made.
everything was AWLAYS too complicated.
there's no way we could get back to those uncomplicated days.
nothing was unconditional...and it needed to be.

i hate myself for the conditions i put on our love
i failed. we both did. we tried for long enough.
and life has other plans for us.
after the hurt, after the tears, life has other plans for us
please trust in that if nothing else.
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