me and my killer robot cult
saturday night i had a nightmare about being a member of a murderous robot cult. i am convinced this was due to my total failure at dieting on friday and saturday - feelings of loss of control.
yesterday i was just totally depressed and i've been tired and feeling down on myself for the past few days, but have still been fucking up diet-wise. it's hard to get back on track when you're feeling like you're already behind... or something. i took a klonapin last night so that i could at least sleep well and now i'm feeling a bit better. at noon i'm going to go to the bikram class i was planning on doing last night.
yesterday i was just totally depressed and i've been tired and feeling down on myself for the past few days, but have still been fucking up diet-wise. it's hard to get back on track when you're feeling like you're already behind... or something. i took a klonapin last night so that i could at least sleep well and now i'm feeling a bit better. at noon i'm going to go to the bikram class i was planning on doing last night.