May 14, 2010 03:19
it has always happen always looking at pictures from my life in texas just bring me down and
"as far as we can tell the massacre went well"
sometimes the smoke that fills this house collects in a thick haze only to be something to remind me of all the times in texas when the smoke felt like clouds thick clouds to be partly hard to see through how many times can i put this on hold much longer can this be what it is something to fool myself into remembering all the times
i think i pulled the cord out of life good life i no longer feel numb but instead i am starting to feel shaky completely not in my hands or my legs but in my heart and mind i wish i could change everything to the be it once was
the time is up so i guess i should fake it
so looking through my eyes can see everything i once was everything i could have been and the life i was going to have all i can see is the mistakes
so say something beautiful say something smart i wish i could say something winning you back to my heart