May 23, 2009 02:38
i changed departments today in stead of VHS i moved to DVDS at first it was slightly concerning why move me from a department that turn around into money making section
sometimes i get confused and lean towards a broken idea
so many speaking out of context to just hear the sound of their own voice out loud without anything worth of actually saying
i find myself wondering around aimlessly just to past the time this exile of living is solely tiring and trying
all the cokes i drink don't come close to the amount of lackluster concern i got from someone of the people i know fair weather friend only come around when everything is good and run incredibly fast like the speed light followed closely but the sound of
the night time sky isn't right it is just painful and i am becoming more and more of a night person something so hard for other people even try to understand its lost of worthless thoughts that come to mind i shake more and more everyone i work with blame the rockstars i say that they don't have anything to do with it its something i've always done few people have seen me not shake not even heard me stutter because they are far away and no longer a part of my life
truthfully sometimes it hurts a feeling kind of like dancing blood in my veins
and i will curse the name of your hometown for my is sacred
i need another cigarette and to finish the coke that is waiting for me i love coke it sometimes is the only i forward to