this life is out of my control
Life is full of suprises. It has so many twists and turns, everything is so unexpected. But its all in God's plan for me. I know I may not always like the events that take place in my life, but I have no control over it. Its life and I need to deal with it. Everything happens for a reason. I will only become a stronger person I guess. I am having so many issues with myself. I am so weak and unsure, pretty much about everything. I need to build on this. I'm tired of feeling this way. I am hoping for the best, well, what I consider to be the best anyway. That gives me something to hold onto.
I am reading a new book. Its called "The Purpose Driven Life". It explains why your here in this world and what your purpose in life is. I hope I find it. I really do like this book so far. It makes me think, and I like that.
I have been working so hard latley.. Its good for me though. Keeps my mind occupied. I am trying to get a 2nd job, I could really use the money.
Take care everyone.
<3,
meghann
How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, oh
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave
Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now, cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all