life and the persuit of happiness
So, today was a pretty crappy day. I was just down in the dumps. I often feel like I haven't quite found myself and that something is missing. I feel like I am not intresting enough, or that there isn't much substace in my life. I'm also the type of person that needs a lot of reasurance. This comes from my confidentless-ness(if thats a word). I want to be a person who doesn't need a lot of reasurance and maybe that should be my goal to work towards. I really want to work on this, and I know someday I will get it together. I'm just a 22 year old trying to grow up and figure out life and the meaning behind it all. Going to church these past few weeks is really giving me hope. When I leave a service I feel calm and at ease. And in the past I have never felt that. Maybe this church is the right fit, or maybe I am just ready for this and I am welcoming it all with open arms. Maybe this was the "something that I am missing" in my life. I am thankful for this.
I hope I don't sound whiny, but writting is just so therapeutic for me. I'm letting my emotions drain.
I love you all. I had so much fun Saturday seeing everyone. Here was the line up: Amanda, Trinh, Catherine, Mark, James, Stefan, Jordan, Brandon and his lady and a bunch more. I can't believe they were all under one roof. It was great...mucho-fun-o! I also met some awesome new people :)
later,
Meghann
I hope I don't sound whiny, but writting is just so therapeutic for me. I'm letting my emotions drain.
I love you all. I had so much fun Saturday seeing everyone. Here was the line up: Amanda, Trinh, Catherine, Mark, James, Stefan, Jordan, Brandon and his lady and a bunch more. I can't believe they were all under one roof. It was great...mucho-fun-o! I also met some awesome new people :)
later,
Meghann