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[boots2themoon]

Do you ever have days when you don't know who you are? You feel lost and alone even though your not? Well today is "one of those days". I guess I just have issues I need to deal with....... example: insecurities, fear of being alone, never being accepted....all that crap. I guess thats just me thinking to much. I do that alot, and I overanalize everything. People may not know this about me, I tend to try and hide it. But somwetimes I hurt on the inside. Sometimes I cry for no reason, sometimes I abandon my friends......sometimes I feel like a complete idiot. I hate days like this. I often try and sleep it off and wait for tomorrow to come.......maybe it will be better. I hope so. Sometimes I wish I was 40 already and had it all together. Growing up is tuff, trusting people is even tuffer and finding good friends is the tuffest of all.

I always feel like I'm caught in an undertoe.

later,
Meghann