Without the Crusts

Mar 22, 2006 23:15

This week has been a very lonely in terms of any real human emotional contact for me. School is always how it is..you go there, get tiered and fustrated by all the stuff they lecture which makes no relavance to the tests and half the time you are either sleeping, dazed and confused, or just striaght up don't give a fuck to lear..only to make it by from cramming it all in at once. I'm tiered of too many things. School always makes me feel this way, but I just want the summer to be here. I miss too many of the important things because of how board and depressed I've been. Starring out my window to remember that I'm still alive and healthy always gives me a dull light to the dark shades of grey stones that seem to pave my road. I am not in the fire at least. Not headed anywhere near there. I think of all the things that I need to change for myself and it bothers me how much I put off on myself when it has been needed for a great deal of my life. I miss how much friends seemed to always be around, but lately there has been nobody. Not even the sparks of conversation. I take what I can get, and I always cherish those words that are met. I just miss having someone be there to care.

I got to watch Pink Floyd Live at Pompeii in Art history yesterday and it was off the chain. Shuell wasn't there to whitness it, but he ditched to go with his boo which makes me happy seeing those two be together...it is soo cute^__^. My Biology teacher is so effin wierd:
Tallman: "Don't you ever look at your stool...it is so interesting!"

WOW..any guy that thinks looking at your own shit is cool is just fucking obserd.

Dave Matthews is gonna be in Pine Knob June 6th. It is outside where Bootleg will be mingling with all her fellow buds and bud smokers. I'm so excited to consider that day the begining to summer fun. I need to do some fun things for myself...like visit the Hubert and set up a camping excersion with all my buds because it is the best times in the world when everybody throws down within the woodland world. I also need to be focusing on my art, because it bothers me to see the same painting sitting unfinished for months on end. There are so many new things I want to do,and I am disappointed that I am so lazy as to have not attempted to make a difference on the subject.

I sometimes can't take certain songs that play because it brings me back to think of things that I wish I didn't have to think about. I wish all songs brought us to good memories rather than those that make us mad, emo or disappointed. Oowell.

I love forever, peace homz ^__-
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