Oct 06, 2009 12:31
Well went home this past weekend to see the family. I def needed to get away. So glad that I did. I feel so much better bout some things but still questioning others. I guess the only thing you can do is just live each day and take everything one thing at a time. At least that's what I'm trying to do right now. Lots happened this weekend and not sure how to take it right now... Things were good, but now I'm confused again... I just don't know.
On a side note, I HATE hypocritical people. And if I want to be in a bad mood, let me be in a bad mood. just because you are over hanging out, doesn't mean I am going to put on a fake smile for your sake. I could really care less about you right now. You are no better of a friend than I am so get off your high horse and go fuck yourself. - Can't wait for the day you piss me off enough to say that to your face!
A lot on my mind and not sure how to make of it all just yet... UGH Why does life have to be so stressful... I just want EVERYTHING to be clear to me, but I guess that is life.
Whatever... I'm out