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I haven't updated in a little while. But it doesn't really matter anymore livejournal is no longer the trend. But maybe this is an ok thing I was never the one to try to follow what was in and trendy and clique. This will give me a reason to be more out spoken over the internet. I have all this motivation and no where to take it to. I have put in job application after job application with no success. I want to go back to school but with no money coming in that is not an option. I need a car but once again that is also not an option. So i'm stuck I could always move to Columbus, Indiana but in my mind that is also not an option that I want to half to take. My money would not be my money it would be living with someone else taking care of there drug habits and there young kids. Been there done that no thank you.
I think in my past I always never really wanted to work because of my shyness and social anxiety with people. People have always scared the shit out of me because even when you are talking to someone in my experiences you still never know what their really thing about you or if you can even really trust them I have have had more liers and backstabbers in my life that I care not to try to count. Probably with these people thats how I became one for a little while and picked up on ther ugliness.
My sister is making me a book today so I can get back in to what I started when I was younger drawing, writing, doodling. My sister said I had talent in it so I should try to do a litte bit everyday. I slowly work my way back in to it.
I can't type anymore i'm to pissed off right now my stupid ass weiner dog just took off with my favorite hostess cupcakes Lil Angels and then when I tried to get them back she almost bit the shit out of me.
I think in my past I always never really wanted to work because of my shyness and social anxiety with people. People have always scared the shit out of me because even when you are talking to someone in my experiences you still never know what their really thing about you or if you can even really trust them I have have had more liers and backstabbers in my life that I care not to try to count. Probably with these people thats how I became one for a little while and picked up on ther ugliness.
My sister is making me a book today so I can get back in to what I started when I was younger drawing, writing, doodling. My sister said I had talent in it so I should try to do a litte bit everyday. I slowly work my way back in to it.
I can't type anymore i'm to pissed off right now my stupid ass weiner dog just took off with my favorite hostess cupcakes Lil Angels and then when I tried to get them back she almost bit the shit out of me.