god i miss him
god i miss him.
every time we talk,
i cant keep my composure.
he asks me what i want-
as if he will give it to me willingly,
but instead he tortures me and reminds me
of what he wont allow me to have anymore.
he does it all the time
and it drives me insane.
when hes with me,
he gives me the impression he wants me-
so sweet,
so gentle,
so caring,
so flirty,
so personal.
leading me in,
seducing me oh so cleverly.
and I cant stop myself from falling for his act
[or at least what his words say is an act]
every time he performs,
i get played.
i’ve tried so very hard
to not fall under his power,
but it never works-
he has me hooked.
and once he gets me in,
he uses me for what im worth to him
then when hes satisfied-
with playing with my heart
and breaking it-
he leaves me to die.
but regardless the many times hes done this,
i have no bitter resentment towards him.
and no matter what,
i will always love him.
[August 2005]
every time we talk,
i cant keep my composure.
he asks me what i want-
as if he will give it to me willingly,
but instead he tortures me and reminds me
of what he wont allow me to have anymore.
he does it all the time
and it drives me insane.
when hes with me,
he gives me the impression he wants me-
so sweet,
so gentle,
so caring,
so flirty,
so personal.
leading me in,
seducing me oh so cleverly.
and I cant stop myself from falling for his act
[or at least what his words say is an act]
every time he performs,
i get played.
i’ve tried so very hard
to not fall under his power,
but it never works-
he has me hooked.
and once he gets me in,
he uses me for what im worth to him
then when hes satisfied-
with playing with my heart
and breaking it-
he leaves me to die.
but regardless the many times hes done this,
i have no bitter resentment towards him.
and no matter what,
i will always love him.
[August 2005]