just... no.
well isn't my life going well? NOT.
for fucks sake, i'm ill, i have an RE test at half 1 and Ash is an utter dickhead.
i've had this cold for nearly a month now and it's really getting on my nerves. it seems to be getting worse. i know my immune system is good cos i don't have a healthy enough diet. but i don't wanna go to the doctors about it cos they'll probably send me to a dietitian and make me eat the foods i hate. it was a little cough for a few days, then a chesty cough that hasn't budged. now i'm sneezing and i have tummy ache when i take my medicine.
i can't be bothered with my RE exam either. it's lovely and sunny outside and they're keeping us cooped up indoors. they've let the whole school have a day off today except for year 11s who are doing exams all day and us year 10s who have to pop in, do an exam, then bugger off.
and finally. Ashley. WHAT AN UTTER ARSEHOLE. on friday i suggested he should come to mine sometime and watch Bullet In A Bible (he's recently getting into Green Day so why not show him this?). and he said "oh yeah, and what else?" so i replied with "anything". later on that night on facebook, he was still thinking about what i had said earlier in the day. he said "so when you said everything, did you mean it?" and i replied with "well, no. not everything. but i'd probably fuck you xD but i'd find it weird cos we wouldn't be seeing each other" and by that, i meant going out. he said "what is your definition of seeing someone? every girls definition is different" so i told him and i asked him his. his definition is "going out and doing everything but not telling anyone" and this is where the trouble begins. i asked him "why wouldn't you tell anyone? are you scared of what people think?" and all he said was "dunno"
DUNNO?! FOR FUCKS SAKE! LAMEEEE.
on sunday he sent me a message saying "sorry if i upset you the other night" and went offline. then came online again so i sent him something along the lines of this: "well, it was a bit weird. why wouldn't you tell anyone? it's sort of odd that you wouldn't want to tell anyone who you're going out with" and he never replied.
so i had some words with Gabby and decided i needed to confront him face to face. so yesterday at school, i pulled him to one side. apparently he couldn't remember any of it so i had to tell the whole story to him. oh, and he had a drink. i don't believe him. and he was being distracted all the time so i just went "so... why wouldn't you tell anyone?" and, this is the big one guys...
"i have a good reason, but i can't remember" he said that with a smile on his face.
so i simply shook my head and said "goodbye." and i walked away.
he was all "yeah, you walk away!" what. a. prick.
i feel good to have it off of my chest. i full on know why he wouldn't tell anyone, i just wanted to hear it come from his mouth.
he'd want to flirt with other girls and treat them the same way he treated me. he was using me cos he knew i'd have sex with him. it's all he wants. i'll tell you what he bloody wants, a slap across his motherfucking face.
ahh... sorry. needed to rant. :)
for fucks sake, i'm ill, i have an RE test at half 1 and Ash is an utter dickhead.
i've had this cold for nearly a month now and it's really getting on my nerves. it seems to be getting worse. i know my immune system is good cos i don't have a healthy enough diet. but i don't wanna go to the doctors about it cos they'll probably send me to a dietitian and make me eat the foods i hate. it was a little cough for a few days, then a chesty cough that hasn't budged. now i'm sneezing and i have tummy ache when i take my medicine.
i can't be bothered with my RE exam either. it's lovely and sunny outside and they're keeping us cooped up indoors. they've let the whole school have a day off today except for year 11s who are doing exams all day and us year 10s who have to pop in, do an exam, then bugger off.
and finally. Ashley. WHAT AN UTTER ARSEHOLE. on friday i suggested he should come to mine sometime and watch Bullet In A Bible (he's recently getting into Green Day so why not show him this?). and he said "oh yeah, and what else?" so i replied with "anything". later on that night on facebook, he was still thinking about what i had said earlier in the day. he said "so when you said everything, did you mean it?" and i replied with "well, no. not everything. but i'd probably fuck you xD but i'd find it weird cos we wouldn't be seeing each other" and by that, i meant going out. he said "what is your definition of seeing someone? every girls definition is different" so i told him and i asked him his. his definition is "going out and doing everything but not telling anyone" and this is where the trouble begins. i asked him "why wouldn't you tell anyone? are you scared of what people think?" and all he said was "dunno"
DUNNO?! FOR FUCKS SAKE! LAMEEEE.
on sunday he sent me a message saying "sorry if i upset you the other night" and went offline. then came online again so i sent him something along the lines of this: "well, it was a bit weird. why wouldn't you tell anyone? it's sort of odd that you wouldn't want to tell anyone who you're going out with" and he never replied.
so i had some words with Gabby and decided i needed to confront him face to face. so yesterday at school, i pulled him to one side. apparently he couldn't remember any of it so i had to tell the whole story to him. oh, and he had a drink. i don't believe him. and he was being distracted all the time so i just went "so... why wouldn't you tell anyone?" and, this is the big one guys...
"i have a good reason, but i can't remember" he said that with a smile on his face.
so i simply shook my head and said "goodbye." and i walked away.
he was all "yeah, you walk away!" what. a. prick.
i feel good to have it off of my chest. i full on know why he wouldn't tell anyone, i just wanted to hear it come from his mouth.
he'd want to flirt with other girls and treat them the same way he treated me. he was using me cos he knew i'd have sex with him. it's all he wants. i'll tell you what he bloody wants, a slap across his motherfucking face.
ahh... sorry. needed to rant. :)