Mar 01, 2005 01:25
So whoever said friends were worth anything had to have been lying. If it weren't for certain people in my life, I'd go the same route my mom is taking and just not claim friends at all. Maybe it would hurt less when they stab you in the fucking back. Where do you people (meaning the people I'm pissed at) get off trying to tell me what's best for me when clearly you aren't! I know you fucking read this you little rat bastards (got that from something). Now maybe I can't say this to these people directly but god damn it, you can make out most of the small words. I think I've dumbed it down for you enough. grrrrrr I can't believe I have to put up with this shit. You make it seem like I have poor choice in friends outside of you people. And you wonder why I prefer to be alone they out with you. I purposely ignore you damn calls and yet you keep calling. So telling me that my friends are no good. Well, I do have poor choice if I picked you stupid fucks. If they don't "roll with your crew" then they are know good... Shit, they've got jobs that they can put on their taxes. You on the other hand... Not able to...God, if I have to hear about how Tony is using me this and Tony is just around for this week that, I'm going to flip a lid. So far, he's stayed around longer than any of you betted. Which by the way, was fucked up. The Tony situation is hands off. I don't have to explain the situation anymore than you have the right to know. As for the Tiffany situation, whether she treats me like you say or not doesn't mean anything. Granted, I kicked Larry's ass to the curb but frankly, that's my thing to worry about.
You seem to always forget that I do have a life outside of you people. I do have other things on my plate than your drama. If you really want to know who I am, stop talking and just fucking listen. I'm tired of everyone telling me to tell Tony off. For some reason that's where a lot of people want to aim at. The conflicts that we had are obviously between us.
Yes, I work too much. So fucking what. That's required of me. If I couldn't handle it, I wouldn't be doing it so back the fuck up.
School, if I don't want to go back to school next year than I won't.
I'd just appreciate it if everyone would get the fuck up off my back. I don't need the extra shit from you people. If you think it makes things easier, it doesn't.