Dec 07, 2004 23:20
Well, I haven't updated much lately.... not much really to say..... LOL..... Going to start packing this weekend for the move next week... I'm excited about it.... I've been thinking lately about a lot of stuff and people..... Some good thoughts some bad..... There are really just a few people I can count that I would truly say have been friends of mine for a while... and I mean true friends..... meaning you can fight and get over it and not end up wondering why you were ever friends with people...I've felt that way about two people I never thought I would lately...... but if they don't care, which is obvious, why should I........ Out of all my "current" friends that I consider myself semi close too.. I've known Zac the longest.. and of course I adore the stuffins out of him.. and of course Jeremey............ anyhow........ enough of that.
I've been longing for a boyfriend lately..... Jason made a comment the other night that got me to thinking about something that I've realized is really true...... thats so far I think two comments he's made to me since we've known each other that have sorta stabbed me but made me realize they were true....... I won't go into those comments because I don't want him to get pissed cuz I posted em.. but they weren't very nice anyhow...
Work is good.... the bar is well the bar....... I miss a lot of folks..... but I can't complain if I haven't called them... the one person I have called Ken, has completely blown me off for absolutely no reason.... but thats him for ya... which makes me ponder.... how can he say no one really likes or understands him when he blows off those that do show interest as a friend.
Anyway.... Thats all I'm gonna write for now......... I'll talk to you all soon.....
*HUGS*
One more thing... Kelly Clarkson's CD IS THE SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its awesome not a bad song on it...
btw track 3 really touches home with a lot of stuff
Cleve