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Ugh nightmares, they're getting worse. It's been like this for the past 2 weeks or so. Waking up drenched in sweat & staying awake for a couple more hours then passing out again. Last night it was so bad I was shaking like a leaf and unable to move from the spot I woke up in for about an hour or so. I haven't woke up like that since that one time, years ago when Phil woke me up in the middle of the night screaming in my face from a nightmare he had. Some nights I remember what the nightmares were and some I don't... I just wake up scared to death but unsure of what the hell I'm scared of. It's just so weird, and it's not like I'm watching an over abundance of horror flicks or anything, I don't even own any or at least any I'd classify as horror movies. :P
Still hunting for a jobby job. I don't care wtf kind of job it is I just need to start paying off my student loans and get the fuck outta my house. Plus I don't know how much longer my PC is gonna hold out. Just replaced my ancient heatsink & finally got around to putting in a new hard drive I bought last year. So far all seems well but I have a feeling the old girl is on her last leg. Destroyed yet another cable for my headphones due to a vaccum cleaner mishap. Thank god Sennheiser doesn't charge a bunch for a new one! Hopefully it gets here soon cuz I dunno how much longer I can take listening to music and playing WoW with my shitty lil headset headphones from Radio Shack.
Losing some more weight. It's going slow but at least it's going. :P I still close my eyes when I first jump on the scale cuz I just fear the number going back up again. Still need to get myself a nice set of hand weights so I can work out my arms. I can't do shit with the 8lber I have on my right arm but it's strengthening my left one just fine but I know it won't be doing much after a while. Cutting out the soda intake as well which is helping a lot.
My nephew is getting so big! My sister brought him down yesterday and was here until really late. Poor lil bugger burned his lil hand on lamp's lightbulb my mom had but he's all good now. :) I took some pictures of him last night and I think he's gotten so used to people holding up a camera to him that he's starting to anticipate the flash going off because as soon as I held my camera up and called his name to look up at me he did and squinted, hehe.
Still hunting for a jobby job. I don't care wtf kind of job it is I just need to start paying off my student loans and get the fuck outta my house. Plus I don't know how much longer my PC is gonna hold out. Just replaced my ancient heatsink & finally got around to putting in a new hard drive I bought last year. So far all seems well but I have a feeling the old girl is on her last leg. Destroyed yet another cable for my headphones due to a vaccum cleaner mishap. Thank god Sennheiser doesn't charge a bunch for a new one! Hopefully it gets here soon cuz I dunno how much longer I can take listening to music and playing WoW with my shitty lil headset headphones from Radio Shack.
Losing some more weight. It's going slow but at least it's going. :P I still close my eyes when I first jump on the scale cuz I just fear the number going back up again. Still need to get myself a nice set of hand weights so I can work out my arms. I can't do shit with the 8lber I have on my right arm but it's strengthening my left one just fine but I know it won't be doing much after a while. Cutting out the soda intake as well which is helping a lot.
My nephew is getting so big! My sister brought him down yesterday and was here until really late. Poor lil bugger burned his lil hand on lamp's lightbulb my mom had but he's all good now. :) I took some pictures of him last night and I think he's gotten so used to people holding up a camera to him that he's starting to anticipate the flash going off because as soon as I held my camera up and called his name to look up at me he did and squinted, hehe.