I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind.
"I don't know! I DON'T KNOW! I'm lost! I'm scared! I feel like I'm disappearing! MY SKIN COMING OFF! I'M GETTING OLD! Nothing makes any sense to me! NOTHING MAKES ANY SENSE!"
That quote pretty much sums up how I've been feeling for the past 2 days. I am just completely freaking out and there is really no rhyme or reason for it. Maybe this long bus ride has me a lil wiggy, I don't know. I've only felt like this one other time and I'm scared I'm going to fuck shit up that I don't want to fuck up. I don't know whether to laugh, cry or throttle something to death. Maybe I'm starting to lose my mind a little earlier than my mom did and that scares the shit out of me. I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. I'm crying one minute and the next I'm ready to put my fist through the wall and it's too early to start drinking.
That quote pretty much sums up how I've been feeling for the past 2 days. I am just completely freaking out and there is really no rhyme or reason for it. Maybe this long bus ride has me a lil wiggy, I don't know. I've only felt like this one other time and I'm scared I'm going to fuck shit up that I don't want to fuck up. I don't know whether to laugh, cry or throttle something to death. Maybe I'm starting to lose my mind a little earlier than my mom did and that scares the shit out of me. I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. I'm crying one minute and the next I'm ready to put my fist through the wall and it's too early to start drinking.