2 geena.. scence your tired of this and the "drama" in you live journal.
i was talking to chanel in your live journal cause i wanted to respond to what she had put and if you have a problem with it then im sorry just and unfortuantly your going to have to deal with it!
well dude im not sure how much you get on the computer and i promise this is the last thing im writeing about this whole stupid thing ok.. cause im really really really tired of this and im sure your sick of it aswell.
so here like i said im really really really REALY sory. And im not going to lie and say i dont miss you cause i do. and no im not trying to suck up to you so i can hang with you cause thats not it at all.. im fine where im at.. its cool hangin out with all my old freinds and i lov it. but i hate ovoiding you and not being able to look at you cause i get scared of what you think of me.
but dude im glad to hear that you dont hate me is a total reliefe.. and about what you said in you lj i did try to call you several of times ask your brother, Raymond. and then he would tell me to call your phone and when i call you wouldnt answer and then you can ask april i tried calling you and the phone was busy then b4 that i did and you were nvr home. but dude. god im just so tired of arguing back and forth cant a freaken aploigy be enouph.
im not trying to start shit and not trying to cause drama. kk. this shits old but dude your maken me look like the bad person dude and i know your not the bad person but y do i have to be.. Geena i didnt asume i was going with you guys i asked jessica when i got there and if i knew that you guys would have to walk home because of me i wouldve went with my aunt.. by the way just out of curiosity did jessica tell you for sure she had a ride for you?.. and i didnt go with my aunt cause you didnt want to .. and i left cause you had deseray and i wasnt giveing her attitude on the phone I PROMISE i was just so fusterated when every one was calllin me at the same time i had calls comeing in on my cell phone from you, your mom, greg, floyd and dyneal (you know my phone bill was high, thats y i dont have it right now.) and plus i was on the other phone.. then i turned off the phone cause i didnt know what to tell you mom next she just kept calling and callin .i told deseray to call me when you guys got home casue derik was yelling at me for being on the phone cause "it was too late" (and tell her sorry if she thought i was giveing her attitude. cause thats not what i ment..) yeah i know that you wouldve got out of the car..
but y where you only mad at me you wernt mad at ANGIE and JESSICA "cause no they would never do anything wrong to you" when they told you they'd give you a ride.. when jessica called her sister shes like theres only one seat left then i was like well can i go or do you want me to stay with geena shes like well they cant fit in the car so you mite as well come.
you know my aunt dont have a prob with takeing other peeps home exspecialy if she was going to your house.. (she loves you and thinks your the funniest thing in the world wich is true but you know what i mean).
...but what ever thats done and over with im not putting this on here so every one will look and be like .. what ever ddue i dont even know what im saying i just want YOU to see it from my point of view. ( I ADMITTED WHAT I DID WAS WRONG.) Ok so thats the end of that..
so all thats left is your forgivence i dont understand whats so hard bout it. Geena i dont know what to say its just that i read and hear what you say about me and its like UGH! it like really hurts my feeligns not saying that you care but man ... man i dont want to be enimies but then im not asking for you to be my best freind again cause after stupid shit happens like this, nothing becomes the same after words. BUt thats ok. if thats how you want things to be im cool with that i just really want you to relieze how sorry i am.. oh man i probley sound like the biggest looser right now.
what ever Im out..
well dude im not sure how much you get on the computer and i promise this is the last thing im writeing about this whole stupid thing ok.. cause im really really really tired of this and im sure your sick of it aswell.
so here like i said im really really really REALY sory. And im not going to lie and say i dont miss you cause i do. and no im not trying to suck up to you so i can hang with you cause thats not it at all.. im fine where im at.. its cool hangin out with all my old freinds and i lov it. but i hate ovoiding you and not being able to look at you cause i get scared of what you think of me.
but dude im glad to hear that you dont hate me is a total reliefe.. and about what you said in you lj i did try to call you several of times ask your brother, Raymond. and then he would tell me to call your phone and when i call you wouldnt answer and then you can ask april i tried calling you and the phone was busy then b4 that i did and you were nvr home. but dude. god im just so tired of arguing back and forth cant a freaken aploigy be enouph.
im not trying to start shit and not trying to cause drama. kk. this shits old but dude your maken me look like the bad person dude and i know your not the bad person but y do i have to be.. Geena i didnt asume i was going with you guys i asked jessica when i got there and if i knew that you guys would have to walk home because of me i wouldve went with my aunt.. by the way just out of curiosity did jessica tell you for sure she had a ride for you?.. and i didnt go with my aunt cause you didnt want to .. and i left cause you had deseray and i wasnt giveing her attitude on the phone I PROMISE i was just so fusterated when every one was calllin me at the same time i had calls comeing in on my cell phone from you, your mom, greg, floyd and dyneal (you know my phone bill was high, thats y i dont have it right now.) and plus i was on the other phone.. then i turned off the phone cause i didnt know what to tell you mom next she just kept calling and callin .i told deseray to call me when you guys got home casue derik was yelling at me for being on the phone cause "it was too late" (and tell her sorry if she thought i was giveing her attitude. cause thats not what i ment..) yeah i know that you wouldve got out of the car..
but y where you only mad at me you wernt mad at ANGIE and JESSICA "cause no they would never do anything wrong to you" when they told you they'd give you a ride.. when jessica called her sister shes like theres only one seat left then i was like well can i go or do you want me to stay with geena shes like well they cant fit in the car so you mite as well come.
you know my aunt dont have a prob with takeing other peeps home exspecialy if she was going to your house.. (she loves you and thinks your the funniest thing in the world wich is true but you know what i mean).
...but what ever thats done and over with im not putting this on here so every one will look and be like .. what ever ddue i dont even know what im saying i just want YOU to see it from my point of view. ( I ADMITTED WHAT I DID WAS WRONG.) Ok so thats the end of that..
so all thats left is your forgivence i dont understand whats so hard bout it. Geena i dont know what to say its just that i read and hear what you say about me and its like UGH! it like really hurts my feeligns not saying that you care but man ... man i dont want to be enimies but then im not asking for you to be my best freind again cause after stupid shit happens like this, nothing becomes the same after words. BUt thats ok. if thats how you want things to be im cool with that i just really want you to relieze how sorry i am.. oh man i probley sound like the biggest looser right now.
what ever Im out..