You want a hyung whore, I'll give you a hyungwhore (1/2)
PROLOGUE
Taemin and Minho got into a huge fight after Taemin viewed all the fancams of Minho on dream team with the super juniors and 2pm. He accused Minho of cheating on him and cannot stand his flirting with his hyungs.
“Taemin, I’m sorry! Its not what you think, that was just innocent bonding!” Minho exclaimed.
“Innocent bonding you say but that for me is whoring! Minho, I DON’T EVER WANNA SEE AGAIN!”
“But Taemin, I love you! Please believe me!”
“I’m sorry Minho, I cannot believe you because do you know what’s going on my mind right now? I am thinking of how many times have those hyungs fucked you!”
“No, Taemin, you got it all wrong! You’re the only one for me!” Minho attempts to hug Taemin but Taemin pushed him away. “Minho, I HATE YOU! I really hate you, you hyung whore!”
“Is that how you see me, Taemin, a hyung whore?”
“Yes!”
“Then, ill show you what a hyung whore really is!”
Then Minho goes out their room but before closing the door, he turned his head and said, “But remember Taemin, you asked for this! YOU WANT A HYUNG WHORE THEN I'LL GIVE YOU A HYUNG WHORE!”
The next day, four members of Shinee were shocked by the news delivered to them by their manager.“Minho has decided to move out the dorms and live in a separate apartment.”
“Manager hyung, why didn’t you stopped him? Did he give you the reason why he did this?” asked Onew, shaking his head in disbelief.
“Yes, I tried to stop him but he said it was for the best.”
“Aish, what does he mean for the best? Is he avoiding some…..” Key suddenly stopped when he remembered what happened yesterday. All of them heard the argument that happened between Minho and Taemin in their room. I mean who could have not, with their loud screams especially the door slamming.
“ So does that means that we are breaking up?” Jonghyun asked.
“Oh no, Shinee is still Shinee! He may be separated from you but you will see him in practices and performances but the difference is that he won’t coming home with you.”
All of them just sighed of the sudden decision of Minho to leave them but one sigh is deeper from the others and that is Taemin’s . Key watched his son while his manager explained the whole situation and it seems like Taemin is taking it silently. Key cannot see any expression in his eyes, well maybe because it was still red from all the crying that he did last night but he just wondered what could his son be thinking or more importantly feeling right now.
“Taemin, are you okay?” Key asked .
“ Yes Umma, I’m fine.” Taemin lied.
“Are you sure? Don’t you want to talk about what happened yesterday and now?”
“No, like I said I’m fine besides it only proves that Minho hyung is a coward. He didn’t fight for me, it only shows that he really doesn’t love me.”
“I guess you’re right. But are you sure you’re ok?” Key still persisted to ask Taemin.
“Of course, again I said I’m alright.” Key never believed any of Taemin’s words but it was enough to assure him that his son is doing okay.
“Then, get a lot of sleep. Good night Taeminie!”
“Good night, umma!”
After Key turned off the lights in the room, Taemin suddenly felt lonely. He was so used to seeing another body lying in another bed across from him and once in awhile, he would crawled up to the other bed and snuggled to that other body. It felt comfortable for Taemin to have that other body close to him until he would drift himself off to sleep. But tonight is different because tonight, he would cry himself to sleep. Only one thought crossed his dreams that night.
“ Hyung, why did you do this?”
(Here is where the real story happens, all narrated in Taemin’s point of view)
The next morning,
I felt the rays of sunshine kiss my cheeks and I felt warm, but not the kind of warmth that I usually feels when I would wake up cuddled by my beloved hyung but that was before and I forced my mind not to think about it but my heart won’t allow me.
“Taemin, forget about him! He doesn’t love you anymore!” I tried to convince myself. “If he truly loves you, then he would not have left you and what does he mean by for the best?” I was deep in my thoughts when suddenly Key umma barged into my room, well it used to be our room, Minho and me, but now it was only MY room.
“Taemin-ah, wake up sleepyhead, it’s time for breakfast!”
“Umma, five more minutes!” I groaned.
“Taeminnie, don’t get wise on me. We still have a lot of solo schedules to attend to, talk show guestings, radio guestings, recordings,,blah blah blah,,,,” Key continued on.
“Aissh umma, you talk too much.” I said to myself as I giggled.
“Yah, what are you giggling about? And now, we only have 30 minutes to go the dance studio for our practice with Min….uh oh” Key suddenly stopped when he realized he said HIS name.
“Oh! I’m sorry Taemin, I should just stopped my mouth.”
“it’s ok umma, I know that I would have to face him somehow and I think I am ready.”
“That’s my son! And if he tries to hurt you again then tell me and I would make sure that he will never see the light of day.”
“Aigo umma, you baby me too much!”
“Of course, you’re my baby.” Then Key went to hug or more so choke me to death
“Key, stop that, you’re going to kill him!” Onew, the leader and my appa, said from the side of the door.
“Thank you, hyung.” As I tried to breathe air into my lungs.
“It’s ok Taemin and Key baby, I think I smell something burning.”
“Oh my God, my soup!” Key frantically left my room and I decided to get up and fix my bed .
“Taemin, after you finish with that go to the kitchen and eat some breakfast.”
“Ok hyung.” Onew then started to pace his way out of the room but turned his head before closing the door and said,
“And Taemin…”
“Yes, hyung?”
“The moment you start feeling uncomfortable around him. You could always tell me and we could go home immediately.”
I turned my head hoping he would not see the tears welling up in my eyes. “Ok, hyung, I understand”
After I got dressed, I quickly went to the kitchen and saw three members happily eating their breaksfast. Jonghyun was loud as ever while Key umma and Onew appa were their usual self, feeding each other with pancakes and eggs. But they all became silent when they saw me sit in my usual place, at the left end of the table next to an empty seat which was previously owned by Minho.
“Oh shit, why does everything have to remind me of him?” I cursed to myself.
Jonghyun tried to ease the atmosphere by making a joke. “At least now, we don’t have the trouble of waking him up, I mean he sleeps like a log, hahaha”. Jonghyun continued laughing until Key shot him a death glare.
“I’m sorry, I’ll keep quiet now.” Jonghyun apologetically said.
The rest of breakfast was eaten in silence as we readied ourselves to go to our rehearsal. We got in the van as it started its engine to go the dance studio. I know that the trip to the studio would be short but somehow, I wish it to be long. I know that I am ready to face him but that it was just a lie. And then, the van screeched to a halt.
“Ok, were here.” Onew said,
“Oh, you’re late.” Manager hyung exclaimed.
Onew bowed down his head and said, “Sorry manager hyung.”
“That’s okay, by the way, Minho’s already inside.”
As I heard our manager hyung , I immediately said that I would go first because I needed to pee.
“Ok, Taemin, you can go ahead while we unload our stuff.” Key said to me as I go inside the studio.
Again I said another lie, the only reason I want to go first is to finally see him, no face him. I mean there is no use in avoiding him because I would eventually have to see and even talk to him and I would like that to happen now between the two of us, just the TWO of us.
As I approach the door leading to practice room, I felt my heart pounding especially as I touch the door handle and as I planned to slowly push it, I suddenly heard voices.
“I thought Minho was alone but I hear him speaking to someone.” I said to my mind.
Then the voice became clear to me, one belongs to Minho and the other belongs to Donghae hyung.
“Hyung , thank you again for last night, I do not know what I’d do without you” Minho said to Donghae.
“Last night? Does this mean, they were together last night?” I asked myself.
“You’re welcome, you know I’d do everything for my favorite dongsaeng.” Donghae replied as I saw him hugged Minho.
I couldn’t believe that I’m seeing this. I know that they were always like this, very close to each other but somehow this time, I got a little jealous. “Why are you hugging my Minho?” is the only thing that crossed my mind. Wait, is he still my Minho? Well, seeing from how tight the hug is, the answer is maybe not. But I know one thing is for sure, I realized that I still love him. Then I heard someone speak behind me.
“Taemin-ah, what are you doing there? Why don’t you push the door open?” Jonghyun exclaimed as he slammed the door open startling the two hugging people causing them to separate at once.
“Hey Minho, why did you leave……wait a minute, Donghae hyung! What are you doing here?” The lead vocal said as he saw Donghae.
“Oh, I’m just here to drop off Minho.”
“You mean Minho is now staying at the suju’s dorm. Wooh Minho, that is so cool, to hang out with all the suju hyungs! Maybe I should also ask manager hyung to let me---aww!” Jonghyun shrieked as he felt a hand slapped the back of his head.
“What the hell are you doing Key?” Jonghyun shouted.
“Oh just shut up!" Then Key turned his attention to Donghae hyung and asked, "But is Minho really staying at your dorm, hyung?”
“Oh no, he isn’t”. This gave me a relief knowing that Minho is not in HYUNG WONDERLAND.
“The truth is-“ Donghae continued. “I am the one who stayed at his new apartment last night.”
“What the fuck!” I screamed in my head.
“He said that he was lonely and asked me to stay over. Guess he isn’t used to be alone.” Donghae explained and then looked at his watch. “Oh wait, look at the time, I still have a lot of people to meet and talk to so I better go!”
“Ok hyung, be safe always and thanks again.” Minho said.
“Oh it’s ok, see you later at your apartment!” Donghae replied.
“Ok, hyung!” Minho shouted back.
I couldn’t believe what’s happening right now. Yesterday, I had Minho and now, he’s with Donghae hyung. I mean did he just wait for me to break up with him so that he and that fish head be together. Grrr. I’m so angry right now but I must keep it cool. I must not let Minho know that im freakin jealous. I must act cool. Yes, I must. I then approached Minho hoping to start a conversation.
“Hello Minho!”
Minho looked startled that I talked to him and responded “Oh hello, maknae!”
“Hello maknae?” I gasped at his response and I thought, “Where did that come from?” The last time he called me maknae was before I even confessed to me. Does that mean he really has forgotten me. I was on my way to ask him why he called me maknae when the choreographer already called us.
“Ok guys, let’s start the practice” and Minho quickly went to his place almost like trying to avoid me. I sighed and thought, “Ok , I’ll just confront him later when we have our break.”
The practice was tiresome as usual as we broke every inch of our bones memorizing the dance. I have to admit it but that every time we learn a new dance, it gets harder and harder. After 1 hour of nonstop dancing, our choreographer called for a break.
“Thank God, I thought I was gonna die” Jonghyun almost screamed.
“Yeah! Every joint in my body hurts.” Key agreed.
While everyone was taking their water and rest, my mind was focused on locating Minho because we really need to talk, about Donghae hyung, about him calling me maknae, basically about everything that concerns about us if there is still US.
But the moment the choreographer called the break, he somehow disappeared. It took me 10 minutes to find him and at last, I saw him enter a comfort room with a phone in hand. He might be talking to someone so I silently crept around the door and listened to their conversation.
“Yoboseyo” Minho said as he answered a call and added,
“Oh Nichkhun hyung, so nice of you to call me, what’s up?”
“Nichkhun, why is Khun suddenly calling him?” It is the only thought that crossed my mind.
“Oh you’re asking for a date!”
I frozed when I heard the word date. I always knew that Nichkhun is into Minho ever since we filmed Idol army. I mean they practically kissed during the soccer game and I know that it was not an accident, that thai freak did that on purpose. And now, he may have heard that we broke up that he is moving in on his target.
“Wait let me think….” Minho paused.
“Please, Minho don’t say yes, don’t say yes” I wished this in my head.
“Ok”
The moment I heard him say okay, I instantly ran outside the studio. I don’t know where I’m going but I couldn’t care less as I let my feet take me somewhere far where no one could see my tears.
“ Minho, how could you do this to me! How could you easily forget me!” I let out these thoughts together with my cries as I clutched my broken heart.
It took awhile for me to calm down and realized that they must be looking for me right now so I instantly marched back toward the dance studio and I saw Onew hyung outside the dance studio. He seems worried and the moment he saw me, ran towards me and asked me instantly,
“Taemin, where did you go? Are you ok? Everybody’s looking for you!”
“I’m sorry hyung for making you worry but I just took a walk and didn’t notice the time.” I lied again.
“Ok, now let’s go inside. Manager hyung is going to kill us!” Onew said and he turned his back going to the studio.
“Ah hyung…” I muttered while I reached for his shirt.
“Yes, Taemin?” Onew hyung said as he turned to look at me.
“Can we just go home? I don’t think that I can still go on.”
“Taemin, did something happen? You can tell me.”
“No, hyung, I am just so tired.” Again, another lie.
Onew just kept staring at me giving me a suspicious look and then said, “Ok, I guess it’s for the best that we go home and rest besides Key hasn’t stopped complaining on how his joints all hurt.”
“Thank you, hyung.” I said while I smiled at him.
“Ok, Taemin, I’ll go talk to manager hyung and to the choreographer.” He was about to leave when I tug on his shirt again.
“Hyung, can I have one more request?”
“What is it, Taemin?”
“Can I go now in the van? I really want to grab the back seat of the van so I can already lie down before Jonghyun hyung gets it, hehe!” This is my nth lie that I said to Onew hyung. The only reason I said another lie is because I don’t wanna see Minho’s face even for just for awhile especially after what happened a few moments ago.
“Ok , Taemin but on one condition.” Onew said while holding up one finger.
“Yes hyung, anything.”
“Can you bring with you my bag with all my stuff to the van as I call the other members?”
He gave me his bag and I answered, “Ok hyung, no problem!” And I instantly ran for the van as I waited for the others.
After only a few minutes, I saw the other three members emerged from the door and immediately
Jonghyun called me.
“Hey Taemin, nice call for us to go home. I really need a nice long rest.”
“I think we all need a rest hyung,hehe!” I replied faking a yawn
“Especially for you Taemin, I know you didn’t get enough sleep last night.” Key umma said to me.
“Yes umma, sleep is all we need now.”
“And maybe we can get chicken along the way!” Onew interrupted and we all laughed by his addiction to chicken.
The ride home was quiet as all the other members including myself fell asleep. But something woke me up, a loud beep of a cellphone. I immediately checked my cellphone to see if it got any message but the screen displays none but I was really sure that I heard a cellphone beep. I then remembered that Onew’s bag is at my side. Maybe it was his phone that beeped so I quickly searched for it and found it on the front pocket. I saw that it has received one message. I know it’s wrong to open it but maybe it was from manager hyung telling him of a new schedule or maybe asking us if we got home safely. If that is the case, I would not want to wake up Onew hyung so I made up my mind that I would have to reply to it myself. I clicked open to view the message and was surprised to see that the message was not from manager hyung but from Minho. I thought to myself what would Minho want so my curiosity got the best of me and I quickly opened the message.
“Onew hyung, I forgot to tell you awhile ago because you left suddenly. I need my passport, can I get it tomorrow? Tnx a lot”
“Passport, why would he need his passport?” I thought to myself. “Is dream team going again overseas to shoot? Or is he trying to leave?” These are the questions that got up in my mind as I read his text over and over again. Well, if I want an answer, then I should just ask him by pretending to be Onew hyung. So I texted my reply but before I even had the chance to send it, the phone beep again signaling another message. The sound startled Onew hyung and he woke up.
“Wha,,,what happen?” As he rub his sleepy eyes, I quickly cleared my reply from the screen.
“Nothing, your phone has a message.” I innocently said.
“oh ok, thank you Taemin.”
“By the way, I accidentally opened it but I swear I didn’t read it.”
“Oh that’s okay Taemin” I handed him the phone and he read the message. I could see from his face a puzzled look and then he said ,”Oh another message!”
I saw him click a few keys on his phone to read another message. After reading the message, his puzzled face somehow became clearer and he stored his phone on his pocket.
I gathered all my strength and asked him, “Hyung, who sent the message? Is it manager hyung?”
“Oh no, it was Minho. He just want something that’s all”
“Okay, hyung, thanks, go back to sleep now.”
“Ok Taemin, you too, go to sleep.” Onew commanded me. “I think we are going to be here for awhile, look at the traffic!” He said while pointing outside the window.
“Ok, hyung.” I answered as I pretended to sleep but my mind can’t stop thinking why the hell does Minho needs his passport.
The next day I found myself lying in my bed and then I realized that maybe I did fell asleep last night on the van and after we reach the dorm, they didn’t care to wake me up and a member, Key probably, could have just brought me to my bed. I rose from my bed and ran to the living room. I noticed that the dorm seems quiet and as I look at the clock, it was still 6:00 am. I realized that I woke up too early so the other members might still be sleeping. I was planning to go back to my bed when I heard a knock from the door. I went to open the door and saw manager hyung standing in the hallway.
“Good morning, Taemin!”
I was startled by his appearance and asked, “Oh, manager hyung, why are you here early?”
“Oh I just came by to discuss some things to Onew about your schedules.”
“Okay, but he is still asleep right now.” I replied.
“That’s alright, let him sleep. A leader should also have his rest, I’ll just wait till he wakes up.”
“Would you like some coffee then while you wait, I’ll make some.” I offered to our dear manager hyung.
“Thank you Taemin.”
“It’s alright.” And I went and fix his coffee after which, I gave it to him.
“Thanks, again” he said and I remembered the text from last night. The only one who clearly knows Minho’s schedule is manager hyung so I quickly asked him.
“Manager hyung, can I ask something?”
“Ok, what is it?”He replied.
“Is Dream team going overseas again for a shoot?”
He was kinda shocked by my question but answered back, “According to the schedule, no. Why is Minho saying that they have to shoot abroad?”
“No, just wondering. Oh wait! I woke up so early, I think I better jog” I said this to distact manager hyung and stop him from asking why I asked the previous question.
“Ok Taemin, take care!” I heard him say as I headed out the door
As soon as I got out of the dorm, the questions from last night filled my head again, “if dream team is not going overseas, then that leaves me with my second option, he needs his passport to go somewhere, but why?” I was lost in my thoughts when I saw a familiar figure also jogging opposite my way. I could barely see his face but I can clearly identify the jacket that he was wearing.
“Hey, his jacket is the same as Minho during the dream team episode where we had our koala hug, wait…Oh my god! It is Minho!” My eyes went wild as I hid myself to a couple of bushes. I hope he didn’t see me because I am not ready to face him right now.
“Minho, wait up for me!” somebody from behind Minho called up to him.
“Come on Junho hyung, catch up!” Minho shouted back. I couldn’t believe my eyes that Junho hyung is with Minho.
I followed them closely as they turned the corner and sat to rest on what appeared to be Junho’s car.
“I think, that is enough for today.” Junho exclaimed.
“Ah hyung, one more mile.” Minho pleaded.
“No, I am so tired.”
“But…” Minho tried to protest again when Junho hyung interrupted him.
“Okay, if I give you this, will you stop?” Junho got something from his car, a paper bag which was wrapped nicely like a gift.
“Hyung, is this what I think it is?” Minho looked surprised.
“Of course, I told you I’ll get it for you didn’t I?”
“Oh hyung, thank you very much!” Minho said while holding on tightly to the paper bag.
“Oh, it is really nothing.”
“No hyung, thank you! Hyung, saranghae!”
“I love you too”
Again, like the last time when I heard the word date, the word I love you got my feet to automatically flee away from them. I was running with my hands covering my ears because I couldn’t believe what I just heard. Minho saying I love you other than to me. I quickly ran back to the dorm. Luckily manager hyung was in the kitchen when I came in, he didn’t see me crying as I ran to my room.
“This is too much Minho, I can’t believe you. The hugs that were once meant for only me are now with that FISH HEAD, the dates that we use to share are now with that THAI FREAK and even the words that we said that are only meant for each other are now with that BIG BUTT RAIN LOOK-ALIKE. I cannot take this anymore Minho. I will not cry for you anymore, I will not!”
“And now I have decided that two can play this game! If you are hyungwhore, I am also gonna be a HYUNG WHORE!”
The next day is Music core performance and I saw this as the best opportunity to make Minho jealous. As we stepped into the studio, I quickly saw Minho talking to Changmin hyung of DBSK and not far away, I saw MBLAQ Joon hyung talking to a camera director giving Joon hyung instructions as he was the special host for the day. An evil smirk formed in my lips as I approach Joon hyung.
“Joon hyung” I raised my voice a little louder so I could get Minho’s attention and I succeeded, Minho looked in our way.
“Hey, Taemin-ah! What’s up?”
“Nothing much hyung, but your body is getting bigger!” I sarcastically said.
“Ah Taemin, it’s embarrassing to say that but thank you.” I saw Joon hyung blush with my fake remark.
“But hyung, your muscles are really big!” I said while pinching his biceps. I hope Minho is seeing what I’m doing right now.
“Yah, Taemin, what’s up with you?” Joon hyung seem to be confused by my actions.
“Can I see your chocolate abs, hyung?” I said with my puppy eyes.
“Uhmm,,ok but just this once Taemin” Joon then lifts his shirt and flashed me his flashboard abs.
“Wow, hyung, they’re so tight! Can I lick them?” I said seductively that while licking my mouth.
“Well, if you want to------” Joon paused when he realized what he said “I mean, what are saying Taemin?”
“Just kidding! Hyung, you sure blush a lot.” From the corner of my eyes, I can clearly see Minho directly looking at us. NOW, IT’S TIME FOR THE KILL.
“Hyung, can you lift me up?”
“Taemin, what have gotten into you?”
“Pleeeaaase hyung, I wanna feel those muscles!” I said with a pout.
“Well, okay.” He circled his arms around my waist as I hoistered myself up.
“Wow, hyung, you’re so strong! can you twirl me around?”
“Well, okay” He then twirled me twice putting my legs around his waist and I uttered in my mind, “Minho, are you seeing this right now, this hug is similar to the koala hug we did at dream team. It doesn’t only belong to you anymore, this hug belongs to whomever I want. Are you freakin jealous now? Well, serves you right!”
Because of the twirl, I could no longer see if Minho is looking our way so I asked Joon hyung to take me down. After he put down, I was shocked to discover that Minho is no longer standing there. I mean I don’t know when but he just disappeared. I don’t even know if he saw the koala hug. Arrgh, I’m such a failure. I would have thought that Minho would clobber Joon hyung and take me away but nothing, he did nothing.
“Taemin, that was fun, do you like to do it again!” Joon hyung asked me.
“No hyung, I’m kinda dizzy now. I think I’ll just take a rest.” and I walked towards the dressing room with my head down because I just made a fool out of myself leaving a confused Joon.
After what I did, I couldn’t even dare face Minho anymore. I don’t think I have the courage to be even beside him. I don’t know maybe because I was ashamed of what I did or because, I’m so mad that he didn’t react the way I want him to. So after our goodbye stage of Ring Ding dong, I was hoping to go back at the dorm immediately to cry myself to sleep again as I did for the past nights now. But then, I saw Minho talking to Onew hyung .
“Hyung, where is Taemin?” I heard him say and when he saw me. “Ah there you are, I need to talk to you.”
“Oh hyung, what is it?” I tried to act that I don’t care but am seriously hoping that he would ask about the incident with Joon hyung.
“Well, Taemin-“ he started.
“Hey Minho!” A shout came from behind him, it was Eunhyuk hyung calling him.
“I’ll be there in a minute, I just need to talk to---“
“There’s no time” he was cut again by Eunhyunk.”Remember, the movie!”
“Oh yes! Sorry Taemin, got to go, maybe another time?” Minho said as he waved me goodbye and goes to Eunhyuk hyung.
“Ok, hyung.” And as I turned, I felt that my heart was pierced by a sword. “Minho, you are really killing me. First, you didn’t care that I flirted with the other guys and now, here you go again, going with another hyung. I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU SO MUCH”.
The thoughts of Minho being in the movie with that gum-faced hyung kept bugging me so that night. I couldn’t get myself to sleep so I decided to get a glass of milk to calm my nerves. As I was walking down to the kitchen, I heard someone talking. I thought it was a burglar but then realized it was just Onew hyung talking with someone on the phone.
“Hello Minho, yeah it’s me Onew.” He said as he opened the fridge and got some chicken. This gave me an idea to creep behind him and scare him but then he said,
“What did you say? You and Changmin hyung are together now.” He sounded calm and happy.
“That’s great” Onew added on and he laughed.
At that moment, I felt my anger rising at Onew hyung and without thinking I shouted at him, “Onew hyung, how could you do this to me? I thought you were my appa! How could you be so happy hearing that my Minho has completely forgotten about me, I hate you!”
After which, I ran to my room and slammed the door. I got my pillow and covered my mouth as I let out a loud scream and then I plopped myself on my bed as I cried my heart out. And then I realized something, something Minho said when we had our fight.
“Remember Taemin, you asked for this! YOU WANT A HYUNG WHORE, I’LL GIVE YOU A HYUNG WHORE!”
A/N: I was so inspired by all the fancams of Minho flirting with all his suju and 2pm hyungs in dream team that i decided to make one but it took me awhile to finish it because of school. hehe! But here it is, my first fanfic! What do you guys think? By the way, the next chapter will explain everything, I mean EVERYTHING. So wait for it! tnx.