today is where your book begins...the rest is still unwritten
You could have a box of 16 different colored crayons or a box of 24 different colored crayons. But it in the end its not about how many different colored crayons you have, its what you do with those crayons that matters in the end and whether or not you decide to color inside of the lines.
I made an update in here....but i never finished it cause I wrote it during class so I made it private. Its so far back now that it would be just horrible of me to finish it so I think I will start off here and leave that entry private.
Work is work as usual...nothing new for the most part other than we are hiring tons of people in my two departments. I just hope my hours dont get cut.
I recently have been feeling voids in my life. Friends that stepped out. Someone special to me that just disappears. It hurts but I've been doing things to help. Not stupid things tho. I havent smoked, drank, or did anything bad since that one drunk night that I dont remember. So I've been buying things...things for me that I have been wanting for quite awhile. You cant pet fish....and they arent much fun....so I bought a hamster. :) I used to have them when I was a little kid and I figured I was happy when I was little maybe this will make me happy again and she does make me happy. Its something that I can pet and hold and love which is something that I have been lacking lately. So I would like to introduce Anberlin.
She's a grey teddy bear hamster and you can tell she wasnt handled but I'm working with her and she's getting much better. She wont bite you so I at least taught her that. When she cleans herself she puts the fur on her head into a mohawk so shes a little punk rocker. lol
I went to Summerfest on Saturday to go see Panic! At The Disco. It was kind of a last minute kind of thing and omg it was sooooo much fun. I went with Jen and Brant and there were a bunch of brants friends there also. Panic! sounded great and it was crazy packed.
But yeah...thats about it. School is over so I have more time to hangout..and I still work nights so I can sleep in. Its really nice.
Hey, are you a dreamer?
Yeah.
I haven't seen too many around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming is dead, no one does it anymore. It's not dead it's just that it's been forgotten, removed from our language. Nobody teaches it so nobody knows it exists. The dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well, I'm trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming, every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it's ever faced, ever. So whatever you do, don't be bored, this is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting