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Jul 17, 2006 13:13

I'm worried about my little brother lately. I got up this morning at 9:30 and he's on the computer. He doesn't usually wake up until noon or so. But I find out that he hadn't even gone to bed. So he was up all day yesterday and well into this afternoon. Then I find out that he hadn't eaten anything all that time. I feel bad because I don't even remember when it was he ate yesterday. I made dinner, but my brother is so picky that he never eats what I make. I think he had some bagel bites at about 3:00 pm, so that's like 20 hours without eating anything. Hopefully he did eat something and he just didn't remember. I wish I didn't react by yelling, but I can't help it. I had to tell him to shut up because he kept talking over me when I was trying to explain that he shouldn't be pulling all nighters and starving himself. I think he knows I was just concerned though, because he agreed to start going to bed at a certain time. I think I yelled something like "You could be dying internally and you wouldn't know and I don't want to have to drive you to the emergency room!" Maybe I was overreacting a bit but he's my little brother, ya know? God, I'm going to be the most worrisome mother in the world. And I'm going to have to control myself when yelling, or I'm gonna end up cussing my children out daily.

So--I decided that I need more t-shirts. All I have is going out clothes, which I hardly do nowadays. I really want to go to American Apparel. They have t-shirts in over 20 colors. That kind of thing excites me. Oh, Colors, colors, colors! I hardly wear black anymore. I like it on other people, but I just don't think it suits me. I'm about due to go shopping though, I want some albums and I need undergarments.

I'm listening to the Replacements. I can't believe I've had this album for awhile and haven't listened to it yet. 'Bastards of Young' will have to go on my list of best songs about being 20-something, its right up there with 'The Way We Get By'.

Just one more thing: I really really really want Ryan Adams to come to Las Vegas. I've been a fan of his for like 6 years and it would just be awesome. I was just reading some posts on the ryan adams community and it hit me how much I am missing out!!!
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