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anyone got any hard booze they are willing to share with me like now?
I am sad. DJ is gone. The State gave him back to his airhead mother, and I am now crying my eyes out. He's my lil baby. I know I won't see him again. I know it. He won't even remember his TT Nan-non. I just wanna drink. I know it's bad that I am depressed and I want a drink. I KNOW IT'S NOT A GOOD IDEA. I KNOW IT WON'T SOLVE ANYTHING. But I also know that my nephew is gone from me and I don't know when I will ever see him again. I know you guys don't care. I know you all think I am too attached to those kids, but I am very attached and I love them all. But, DJ is the baby of them all who lost his father a little after he turned 1. His mother won't keep him in school. Which is all I want. He likes school. He has friends there. They tested him today on his overall intelligence, and he got the highest score out of the 15 kids in his class. His mother has the parenting skills of a dishrag, and I swear if she hurts him, I will kill her. I will do EXACTLY what his father would of done, KILL HER. Wanna know an example of Angel's NON intelligence? Ok, she called Susette to get Deondra's (not the baby, my brother) social sercutity number. Why? So she could put her bills in his name! YOU SILLY HOE!!! YOU CAN'T PUT A BILL IN A DEAD MAN'S NAME!! WOW AND A HALF! It's so hard to believe she's OLDER than me. I don't know what I'm gonna do. Why must I keep losing people? Whether it be to death, the State of Wisconsin, or other shit, WHY DO I HAVE TO LOSE EVERYONE I LOVE!?
I am sad. DJ is gone. The State gave him back to his airhead mother, and I am now crying my eyes out. He's my lil baby. I know I won't see him again. I know it. He won't even remember his TT Nan-non. I just wanna drink. I know it's bad that I am depressed and I want a drink. I KNOW IT'S NOT A GOOD IDEA. I KNOW IT WON'T SOLVE ANYTHING. But I also know that my nephew is gone from me and I don't know when I will ever see him again. I know you guys don't care. I know you all think I am too attached to those kids, but I am very attached and I love them all. But, DJ is the baby of them all who lost his father a little after he turned 1. His mother won't keep him in school. Which is all I want. He likes school. He has friends there. They tested him today on his overall intelligence, and he got the highest score out of the 15 kids in his class. His mother has the parenting skills of a dishrag, and I swear if she hurts him, I will kill her. I will do EXACTLY what his father would of done, KILL HER. Wanna know an example of Angel's NON intelligence? Ok, she called Susette to get Deondra's (not the baby, my brother) social sercutity number. Why? So she could put her bills in his name! YOU SILLY HOE!!! YOU CAN'T PUT A BILL IN A DEAD MAN'S NAME!! WOW AND A HALF! It's so hard to believe she's OLDER than me. I don't know what I'm gonna do. Why must I keep losing people? Whether it be to death, the State of Wisconsin, or other shit, WHY DO I HAVE TO LOSE EVERYONE I LOVE!?