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oh life..its a weird thing.
so much is going onnnnnnnnnn
grant is..literally becoming one of my best friends.
i feel like i'm losing a friend, but she seems to be ok with that, and i've tried so i'm ok with that too.
I'm so so excited for the day when i'm on my own, i can make my own mistakes and fix them by myself and learn things. people say i should be lucky i can still make mistakes and be with my parents to help fix it, or that i dont have to pay bills and work but honestly, i'm ready. I'm sick of people standing behind me with their arms out waiting for me to fall, waiting to catch me. When i was thirteen i started my own company filming bands and kept it going for three years. i've known what i want to do with my life since i was in fourth grade, i know i can be sucsessfull, i KNOW i can.
so much is going onnnnnnnnnn
grant is..literally becoming one of my best friends.
i feel like i'm losing a friend, but she seems to be ok with that, and i've tried so i'm ok with that too.
I'm so so excited for the day when i'm on my own, i can make my own mistakes and fix them by myself and learn things. people say i should be lucky i can still make mistakes and be with my parents to help fix it, or that i dont have to pay bills and work but honestly, i'm ready. I'm sick of people standing behind me with their arms out waiting for me to fall, waiting to catch me. When i was thirteen i started my own company filming bands and kept it going for three years. i've known what i want to do with my life since i was in fourth grade, i know i can be sucsessfull, i KNOW i can.