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Apr 18, 2004 22:16

Well, did nothing today really today. The only homework I really did was read slaughterhouse, weird book but whatev. It was so nice out though so I read outside which was a very nice change. I meant to start redoing my essay for english, but I just can't bring myself to do it. My weekend/week sucked ass but what can you do. However, it was also an eyeopening weekend for me as well. I realized how much of a huge pushover I am and how anyone can really make me do whatever they want me to. But at least now I realized that, and i was quite proud of myself when I told some people what was actually on my mind on saturday. I was real proud of myself and it felt good to put someone in their place. :) Other than that, it is so hot out right now, and it rained so hard today, it was incredibly dark out. I saw Lady killers last night with a bunch of people and it was a very interesting movie, it was quite funny, and i think i made it a lot funnier than it was. Oh well.

I got what will most likely be my prom dress this weekend, and i'm real excited. I now have a very positive outlook on prom, so i'm pretty proud of myself after it not starting out too well.

Oh, and i'm soooooo excited! Ben and Jerry's is now open in Wayzata, i'm pretty much going to be going there all the time now, and will gain my freshman 15 well before college or summer will even start.

On another note, i'm so excited for college, and really can't wait for high school to end. Had an interesting talk with my parents tonight about how they think i will really thrive in college because i'm a "late bloomer" haha at first i was like hold on, i went through puberty about the same time, and i have boobs, but they were just meaning that my confidence has increased a lot in the past year, and it is hard for me have this new me, in an environment that only knows the old me. Sorry didn't mean to go jojo on you all, but just thought it was interesting. So all in all, can't wait till college, it will be so much fun and i'll have a blast.

Hope everyone had a better weekend than me!

"Some people say they haven't yet found themselves. But the self is not something one finds; it is something one creates." -Thomas Szasz
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