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Went to church this morning. It was good. Then I went to Ozzie's 'cause I've been craving pancakes for a long time. It was good food. lol. Zach said "The Reason" started playing on a radio in the back when I walked in. Crazy stuff man. Anyway, then came home and crashed on the couch. I think I'm about to nap again 'cause I woke up feeling pretty crappy. LOL. My teeth hurt. My orthodontist is trying to turn this one tooth...like a 90 degree angle, and it's starting to move and it hurts. So que the headaches...oh wait...they're already here. LOL.
I'm going to this thing with Zach tonight at 8. I'm not even going to try to spell it....it always makes me think of the word 'bachelorette' when I say it though. It's the thing where Christian graduates all meet at a church and I guess there's a motivational speaker, or maybe just some kind of sermon or something for them. I heard that it might be for North and High all at once. That'll be a lot of people! Noble didn't do this, so I'm really curious as to what's gonna go on.
Last night I was whining to Jen about my depressing problems and she suggested I go and be a counselor at a summer camp. You get paid, so that's cool. I put in several applications for places in the north east last night online. New York summer camps baby! It'll be so freakin awesome if I get to do that. I'm excited. I may be gone for a long time....which could be interesting...we'll just have to see what happens.
Talked to Zach last night. He thinks Hollie finally understands that he's not going to get back with her. He went and saw her. That kinda ticked me off at first. But, if that's what it took for her to understand that we have something real here, then I guess it was worth it. He told her that he's not going to lose me...because he loves me. :) ::sigh:: what amazing words to hear. One night when I was at Zach's he said something about moving north after school and all that stuff. Well, I totally hated the idea, and everytime he made some remark about being cold I'd smart off to him about how he's going to freeze to death when he moves there. LOL. I'm such a jerk. Well, all of the sudden, last night moving there seemed like an option to me. And when I was driving home from Ozzie's...I realized that I would go anywhere with Zach. So fellas...I may move north in a few years...i have family up there anyway, so it'd be cool. lol...cool. Okay, enough of that. later.
Disappear :: HOOBASTANK
There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear
There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you leave
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
Escape :: HOOBASTANK
Another day goes without any change
The feeling we live with still remains
We're stuck in a hole and we're searching for anything to hold onto
There has to be somewhere that we can be safe from the lives we live each day
There has to be somewhere that we can be far away...
We have to escape and I will go anywhere if you just lead the way
Escape to a place where we'll be together, together everyday
We have to escape....
We could be living how we wanted to
Instead of doing things we're forced to do
With no one to tell us that we should be going throughwhat they went through
There has to be some place that nobody knows, somewhere we can only go
There has to be some place that we can be all alone....
We have to escape...
I'm going to this thing with Zach tonight at 8. I'm not even going to try to spell it....it always makes me think of the word 'bachelorette' when I say it though. It's the thing where Christian graduates all meet at a church and I guess there's a motivational speaker, or maybe just some kind of sermon or something for them. I heard that it might be for North and High all at once. That'll be a lot of people! Noble didn't do this, so I'm really curious as to what's gonna go on.
Last night I was whining to Jen about my depressing problems and she suggested I go and be a counselor at a summer camp. You get paid, so that's cool. I put in several applications for places in the north east last night online. New York summer camps baby! It'll be so freakin awesome if I get to do that. I'm excited. I may be gone for a long time....which could be interesting...we'll just have to see what happens.
Talked to Zach last night. He thinks Hollie finally understands that he's not going to get back with her. He went and saw her. That kinda ticked me off at first. But, if that's what it took for her to understand that we have something real here, then I guess it was worth it. He told her that he's not going to lose me...because he loves me. :) ::sigh:: what amazing words to hear. One night when I was at Zach's he said something about moving north after school and all that stuff. Well, I totally hated the idea, and everytime he made some remark about being cold I'd smart off to him about how he's going to freeze to death when he moves there. LOL. I'm such a jerk. Well, all of the sudden, last night moving there seemed like an option to me. And when I was driving home from Ozzie's...I realized that I would go anywhere with Zach. So fellas...I may move north in a few years...i have family up there anyway, so it'd be cool. lol...cool. Okay, enough of that. later.
Disappear :: HOOBASTANK
There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear
There's a pain that sleeps inside
Sleeps with just one eye
And awakens, the moment that you leave
And I search through every face
Without a single trace, of the person
The person that I need
Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay
Escape :: HOOBASTANK
Another day goes without any change
The feeling we live with still remains
We're stuck in a hole and we're searching for anything to hold onto
There has to be somewhere that we can be safe from the lives we live each day
There has to be somewhere that we can be far away...
We have to escape and I will go anywhere if you just lead the way
Escape to a place where we'll be together, together everyday
We have to escape....
We could be living how we wanted to
Instead of doing things we're forced to do
With no one to tell us that we should be going throughwhat they went through
There has to be some place that nobody knows, somewhere we can only go
There has to be some place that we can be all alone....
We have to escape...