double edged sword.

[boombox_heart]

took a little stroll down memory lane tonight, it started with looking at old pictures of friends then was accompanied by songs from bands i frequently listened to in my late teens to early twenties and along with the laughs and smiles it also struck a sour note. something wasn't settling right with me, i started thinking of all the things i would have done differently. my life would be nothing like it is now if i had a rewind button. is it wrong to feel this way? also when does this feeling stop? when you're truly happy with your life? does that ever really happen?

i wish my life was an eharmony commercial sometimes.