letting you down
it seems latley like the only thing i'm good at is letting people down. fuck i'm sorry... i don't know what to do things are different now. i want to move and i've turned a lot of people against me because of it. i just want to go and do something far away... i mean i need to get away from my family and prove that i can survive on my own. i feel trapt right now. i want to go get in a fight just so i can take out some anger... i feel bad for the person i end up fighting... i don't know i just have a lot on my mind and i feel like i have no one to talk to... not even my bestfriend... i'm afraid to talk to her cause i get scared of what she will say or what she will think... i know i'mnot living up to her expectations and i hate that i'm not the friend she wants me to be... don't worry though cause on top of being a shitty frioend i'm a horrible girlfriend too. i seriously don't even know how my boyfriend is still putting up with me. just this morning i told him i was going to punch him in the face for waking me up. fuck i suck at life....
all in all sorry to everyone for the let down
all in all sorry to everyone for the let down