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HELLO, IS ANYONE THERE?
did your hear me? obviously you didn't. did you bother paying attention? did you bother wondering how i really was? do you really think you know how i truly feel? AM I SO FUCKING TRANSPARENT TO ALL OF YOU?! that you only see her or her? i've never had a lover, but i definitely know what it's like to be dumped and that person doesn't care/realise it.. & i hate myself for putting on that mask everytime. it's stupid. it's like telling someone it doesn't hurt when you're suffering a heart attack.
do i really belong here? or was i meant to be left in some orphanage?
sometimes, i wish someone would just crash my head against that wall and make me forget i lived this life.
did your hear me? obviously you didn't. did you bother paying attention? did you bother wondering how i really was? do you really think you know how i truly feel? AM I SO FUCKING TRANSPARENT TO ALL OF YOU?! that you only see her or her? i've never had a lover, but i definitely know what it's like to be dumped and that person doesn't care/realise it.. & i hate myself for putting on that mask everytime. it's stupid. it's like telling someone it doesn't hurt when you're suffering a heart attack.
do i really belong here? or was i meant to be left in some orphanage?
sometimes, i wish someone would just crash my head against that wall and make me forget i lived this life.