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She's the reason why I am starting to believe in soulmates. And she's moving away tomorrow. Far far away. I'm with someone but when I'm with her, I pretend I'm not. And she's engaged but when we are together, I pretend she's not. The "what if" game seems to play favorite. I've known her for 2 weeks and I feel like I am losing someone I've known a lifetime. And why would I ruin her future marriage and my stoic relationship for something that will go nowhere? I don't know. But I want to.
So very very very badly.
So very very very badly.