emotions
Today was an emotional day
I actually cried about the way i look
I know no1 is perfect
but I wanna look better
I have major let my self go from the way I used to be in my early high school days
I honestly felt better about myself back then
but alot of thinks around me have change
including myself
i put on alot of weight
ive already lost some since last year
but I wanna lose alot more
Ive decided that I should set some goal
1. Learn to ride a bike
yes as silly as a may sound I never learned how to ride one
but now im determaied to learn
I even got one picked out
mostly because its something that needs to be done
for my childrens sake
and because my boyfriend told me that if I really wanna lose weight he'll help me
He used to be a personal trainer
and his body is like WHOA
He said that riding a bike is the second best way to lose weight
first being swiming
I got a pool so that no prob
but he says I look sexy the way i am
but its all about the way I feel
He felt really bad that I felt really bad when I cried about this today
ok back to the list
2. Cut off eating junk food and extra sugar and such things for atleast a month
or so
O man thats gonna be hard but worth it
he says once I start losing weight I can start eating all that stuff again
3. Start keeping up with myself better
you know make up
clothing
all that sorta thing
4. Have more energy
I need this for sex
hes not some quicky man
5. Relax more often
Im under alot of stress
6. Get more self confidence
they say if at first u start faking it
it will come naturaly
plus all the other stuff will help this
Thats my "new years" List
hey better late that never right?
I actually cried about the way i look
I know no1 is perfect
but I wanna look better
I have major let my self go from the way I used to be in my early high school days
I honestly felt better about myself back then
but alot of thinks around me have change
including myself
i put on alot of weight
ive already lost some since last year
but I wanna lose alot more
Ive decided that I should set some goal
1. Learn to ride a bike
yes as silly as a may sound I never learned how to ride one
but now im determaied to learn
I even got one picked out
mostly because its something that needs to be done
for my childrens sake
and because my boyfriend told me that if I really wanna lose weight he'll help me
He used to be a personal trainer
and his body is like WHOA
He said that riding a bike is the second best way to lose weight
first being swiming
I got a pool so that no prob
but he says I look sexy the way i am
but its all about the way I feel
He felt really bad that I felt really bad when I cried about this today
ok back to the list
2. Cut off eating junk food and extra sugar and such things for atleast a month
or so
O man thats gonna be hard but worth it
he says once I start losing weight I can start eating all that stuff again
3. Start keeping up with myself better
you know make up
clothing
all that sorta thing
4. Have more energy
I need this for sex
hes not some quicky man
5. Relax more often
Im under alot of stress
6. Get more self confidence
they say if at first u start faking it
it will come naturaly
plus all the other stuff will help this
Thats my "new years" List
hey better late that never right?