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i promised myself that after i paid off my credit card, i was going to stop using it. Yea, failed that task already. first i only bought the fall out boy ticket, cuz it was an emergency and i needed to get the ticket. well then i bought some clothes. like $70 worth. It was more, but i eliminated some. I just wanted to get the shirts, because im sick of wearing the same shit all the time. One has turtles on it, so thats hot. And then i bought a magazine subscription today, but it was onl $12. But since ive made my recent purchases, i have already paid $50 of it off. Which pretty much just pays for the Fall out boy ticket, but its a start. Im not gonna let it get maxed out again. I was a fucking retard for doing that before. I totally screwed my credit up. This time it will be better, i promise.
i have a second interview at starbucks tomorrow. im nervous, because i really want the job. im scared because i dont think i will get it. i need this job. i need any job. i need out of this house, like now.
i'm gonna start going to shows by myself. i just decided. If its a band i like, im gonna go to the show. even if i cant find anyone to go with. I dont care anymore. So what if i look like a loser goin by myself, i dont give a fuck anymore. The first show im starting with is October Fall on Feb. 8th. Ive missed them too many times cuz i didnt have any one to go with, i am not missing them again. i cannot, i will not. I already have my ticket bought and paid for. And then after that we will see how it goes. Probably the Paramore/Halifax show. maybe, perhaps? we shall see.
im going to the bamboozle. i bought my ticket for saturday. amanda has my ticket for sunday. Im excited to be going back to new jersey. Now i just need to find me a cheap plane ticket and keep the expense on this trip as low as possible. But since im planning it months in advance, i think i should do alright. TOns of great bands i cant wait to see. plus i get to see amanda and matt. but after that i have to promise myself that the only other trip i will take is a) my trip to vegas that my parents will be taking care of and b)to cali to make sure i like it and to find an apartment.
Speaking of California, i may have found a school i like. the brooks institute of photography. they sent me a ton of stuff. and a lady called me. and it seems like the perfect school for me. i could earn my bachelors in photography, and have decent teachers and not have to go to class with everyon over the age of 40. only there are 2 problems. 1, the school is in santa barbara. Tammy wants to move in the LA area, i told her i would be her roomate. I cant drive 95 miles a day to school. problem 2, the price. its a little expensive. i prolly wont get financial aid and i dont really wanna have a million loans. But i really like the school. The lady called me again today to discuss all the information they sent me, i avoided her call. I dont want to get really excited about the school if in the end i wont be able to go.
i promised myself that after i paid off my credit card, i was going to stop using it. Yea, failed that task already. first i only bought the fall out boy ticket, cuz it was an emergency and i needed to get the ticket. well then i bought some clothes. like $70 worth. It was more, but i eliminated some. I just wanted to get the shirts, because im sick of wearing the same shit all the time. One has turtles on it, so thats hot. And then i bought a magazine subscription today, but it was onl $12. But since ive made my recent purchases, i have already paid $50 of it off. Which pretty much just pays for the Fall out boy ticket, but its a start. Im not gonna let it get maxed out again. I was a fucking retard for doing that before. I totally screwed my credit up. This time it will be better, i promise.
i have a second interview at starbucks tomorrow. im nervous, because i really want the job. im scared because i dont think i will get it. i need this job. i need any job. i need out of this house, like now.
i'm gonna start going to shows by myself. i just decided. If its a band i like, im gonna go to the show. even if i cant find anyone to go with. I dont care anymore. So what if i look like a loser goin by myself, i dont give a fuck anymore. The first show im starting with is October Fall on Feb. 8th. Ive missed them too many times cuz i didnt have any one to go with, i am not missing them again. i cannot, i will not. I already have my ticket bought and paid for. And then after that we will see how it goes. Probably the Paramore/Halifax show. maybe, perhaps? we shall see.
im going to the bamboozle. i bought my ticket for saturday. amanda has my ticket for sunday. Im excited to be going back to new jersey. Now i just need to find me a cheap plane ticket and keep the expense on this trip as low as possible. But since im planning it months in advance, i think i should do alright. TOns of great bands i cant wait to see. plus i get to see amanda and matt. but after that i have to promise myself that the only other trip i will take is a) my trip to vegas that my parents will be taking care of and b)to cali to make sure i like it and to find an apartment.
Speaking of California, i may have found a school i like. the brooks institute of photography. they sent me a ton of stuff. and a lady called me. and it seems like the perfect school for me. i could earn my bachelors in photography, and have decent teachers and not have to go to class with everyon over the age of 40. only there are 2 problems. 1, the school is in santa barbara. Tammy wants to move in the LA area, i told her i would be her roomate. I cant drive 95 miles a day to school. problem 2, the price. its a little expensive. i prolly wont get financial aid and i dont really wanna have a million loans. But i really like the school. The lady called me again today to discuss all the information they sent me, i avoided her call. I dont want to get really excited about the school if in the end i wont be able to go.