I missed you
I do miss you, a lot, even though I may choose not to admit.
You use to keep all your promises
I would always be assured that one of your promise would happen, somehow
I could feel your love for us
Maybe I was foolish or innocent,
but I believed all your words
No matter what anyone said against you,
I would defend you in my heart.
I thought I could trust you, I really did
but everything seem to be going against you now
No matter how much I try, so damn hard,
you will always be in the wrong
You lied so much to us,
and I will never ever forget that pressure you gave me indirectly
You called and you never fail to say those words you always said
You made me cry, and I hyperventilated
No one, I repeat, no one had ever made me feel that way before
You were the only one
I disliked you for it, even to the extent of almost hating
I'm sorry for not acknowledging you, but I can't bring myself to do that.
Not anymore, I can't turn a blind eye to what you did.
I still remember every word you said,
I would hold them dearly to my heart if
your actions didn't go against your words
Now it all seem to me,
this is the right thing to do