school is finally out...
i'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so *takes a breath* so so so so so so so so so so so so so
TIRED
TIRED
TIRED
TIRED
TIRED!!!!!
i hate jones for kicking our asses today even when it was the last day before spring break. i swear...i was dying and for some reason or another...i KEPT ON GOING?! wtf is wrong w/ me?!
i ate a plate full and a half filled w/ all the different food in the multicultural thing for montiel's so by the time i got to practice, EVERYTHING I ATE MIXED TOGETHER IN A VERY DISGUSTING WAY AND I PRETTY MUCH SWALLOWED MY OWN VOMIT ABOUT *stops to think* 10 TIMES!!!
i had my own multicultural event going up my throat!
anyway...everything's been pretty much going ok. i'm starting to rethink a few things and the idea of big changes scare me. is it pointless to continue something that's inevidently going to end? it's a question i've been thinking about for a few days. but i still come to the same conclusion:
why think about the ending when it hasn't happened yet? live everyday to its fullest, right? it's going to be hard. but like everything else...time will pass and mend the broken. it's going to be hard to rebuild a life when it's been a certain way for so long. i dunno...i don't like thinking about it...it just gets me depressed. i'm happy now and that's all that should matter...
TIRED
TIRED
TIRED
TIRED
TIRED!!!!!
i hate jones for kicking our asses today even when it was the last day before spring break. i swear...i was dying and for some reason or another...i KEPT ON GOING?! wtf is wrong w/ me?!
i ate a plate full and a half filled w/ all the different food in the multicultural thing for montiel's so by the time i got to practice, EVERYTHING I ATE MIXED TOGETHER IN A VERY DISGUSTING WAY AND I PRETTY MUCH SWALLOWED MY OWN VOMIT ABOUT *stops to think* 10 TIMES!!!
i had my own multicultural event going up my throat!
anyway...everything's been pretty much going ok. i'm starting to rethink a few things and the idea of big changes scare me. is it pointless to continue something that's inevidently going to end? it's a question i've been thinking about for a few days. but i still come to the same conclusion:
why think about the ending when it hasn't happened yet? live everyday to its fullest, right? it's going to be hard. but like everything else...time will pass and mend the broken. it's going to be hard to rebuild a life when it's been a certain way for so long. i dunno...i don't like thinking about it...it just gets me depressed. i'm happy now and that's all that should matter...