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I love Pauly (the intern director from Chapel Hill) but communication before 8 AM on a Sunday is too early. There was phonebanking yesterday that was all over e-mail which is okay, and basically the only way it's possible with finals insanity.
I leave on the 20th. And sometimes I just don't feel ready, especially when finals are insane and I just want a hug, and my mom's in Sacramento and my boyfriend's in Chapel Hill. My boyfriend who everyone said was going to be moved to Iowa probably isn't, because life is insane that way, so I'm here in California and he's far away without really knowing what's going to happen. Because god bless politics, or something. Just. Don't. Know. And I hate that because I'm such a control freak, and because it's been two months since I was in Chapel Hill and saw him and it's hard to keep fighting.
I lost my camera and used some Christmas money to buy myself a new one, I get paid as soon as I pick up my paycheck tomorrow sooooo I'll figure it out. Now I just have to take myself to Emeryville to go pick it up, which is good sort of because I get a lot of reading done sitting in buses, and it means taking BART to MacArthur and then the amazing Emery Go Round.
I'm frazzled and it's not helping the whole need to do school work thing, which I really need to do. I have a 5 page outline due tomorrow with a presentation I should really practice before I present it to my class tomorrow afternoon.
I'll figure everything out eventually but in the meantime I just want a hug.
I leave on the 20th. And sometimes I just don't feel ready, especially when finals are insane and I just want a hug, and my mom's in Sacramento and my boyfriend's in Chapel Hill. My boyfriend who everyone said was going to be moved to Iowa probably isn't, because life is insane that way, so I'm here in California and he's far away without really knowing what's going to happen. Because god bless politics, or something. Just. Don't. Know. And I hate that because I'm such a control freak, and because it's been two months since I was in Chapel Hill and saw him and it's hard to keep fighting.
I lost my camera and used some Christmas money to buy myself a new one, I get paid as soon as I pick up my paycheck tomorrow sooooo I'll figure it out. Now I just have to take myself to Emeryville to go pick it up, which is good sort of because I get a lot of reading done sitting in buses, and it means taking BART to MacArthur and then the amazing Emery Go Round.
I'm frazzled and it's not helping the whole need to do school work thing, which I really need to do. I have a 5 page outline due tomorrow with a presentation I should really practice before I present it to my class tomorrow afternoon.
I'll figure everything out eventually but in the meantime I just want a hug.