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Well havent written in a while. One of my used to be best friends just left for quite a long time. Don't know if I'll ever talk to him again. Sigh...sadness oh well. I'm going to meet with the lawyer again, I have to tell him all the same shit over again, because hes bringing his partner in on it too. Sigh, I have a feeling I'm going to have to relive all the shit over and over and over agian. But I guess in the end it will all be worth it. I hope so anyway. I hope I get his ass. He is so wrong for the things that he did. I bet the cocky bastard thinks that we're just letting it go, but oh no, if someone fucks with me and my family they get everything that me and hopefully god has in store for them. And if all else fails, I dont think that my dad will let him live to long. why do we trust people? why do we sit there and think" oh, something good is happening for no reason, hmm, some man is offering me a job even though ive never worked in the dental feild, and have no experience whatsoever, theres no reason to worry!!" I feel like an idiot a complete and total idiot, someone slap me in the face, just back hand me, or shoot me, even better. I dont know how im going to pay for school, i cant find a job b/c my class schedule is so fucked up and I'd barely be able to work for 4 hours everyday of the week exc. tues. and thurs. sigh...what the fuck did i do wrong?????????