Jan 05, 2006 23:44
Well a lot has happened this week. The most pressing is my handsome. I havent really been able to talk to him for two days, thats a very long time!! I miss him so much and want nothing more than to have his arms around me, i love him so much. I'm bummed b/c our anniversary is tomorrow and i probably wont even get to talk to him, i will so cry, i am so emo, i started reading his poems earlier, and they hit me like they never have before, i cried so hard. I had to get out of my room so i came here to write, otherwise i would have curled into the fetal position and died. Sigh, i miss him so much, handsome i need you!!! i love you!!! sob...i have never felt more alone in my entire life, than i have these past two days. i am so depressed. other news, classes have started and im excited i'm learning to speak italian, i hope that it as fun as i think it will be, if not i just cry some more like the emo little pansy that i am. kim talk to me, tell me that it will be okay, i need someone really badly right now because i cant have my one and only....