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AHHHHHH.....FRIDAY
It has been way to long since I have been able to sleep until I wake up and lay in bed until I want to get up - not because of the phone or because of the ALARM
I did have to talk on the phone today with my dad - not usually a good conversation - your procrastinating - are you doing this - are you doing that - have you remembered to - ARG
Well, I am going to get past that and be happy. You know what I want? I want
ROMANCE
Romance you say? Yes - I want it, no.....I need it but the idea of it scares me to death. I want that feeling that someone out there is thinking about me or loving me or just feeling happy that I am in his life. I want someone to call me
DARLING
or
Sweetie
And I want to do the same. I want think about someone, get a smile on my face and not just because of LUST but because he makes me feel good inside and out. Someone who will understand how I am and still
LOVE me