It's 2005
Well, it has been a while since I wrote in here - hopefully I will do better in the new year. The holidays went a lot better then I expected - emotionally at least. Hmmmm...what did I do over the holidays? Got stuck in a 4 hour traffic jam - ent to three totally different cities in three states. Busy busy busy. New Years was interesting. Not too sure how I feel about it. I was okay with my activity for the night but now - not so much. I met a guy - did some things that I probably would not have done if I had drunk so much - not that I did not have a good time but....uughhh...I really feel bad about it - Going to have to talk to him....I would not mind friendship but more than that? Nope. I know that I am ready for a committed relationship with a guy. If a guy does not want that then I don't want to spend much time on the relationship - but do not mind another friend. He mentioned something about friends with benefits but.....I dont think I can do that -