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today sucked...i thought i was going to colaspse all day from being so tired and then i got to 7th period and i fell asleep..the bell at the end of class didnt wake me up and i woke up to my teacher poking me and sitting infront of me in a desk saying "enjoy your nap..you need to get more sleep" then i was like "OH FUCK" and he wasnt to happy about that..i sat there for a minute like "OMG I'M SO SORRY...i'm really really sorry" and he just walked out of the room..god i hate school.
..lauren didnt show up to 2nd period..which made me think she didnt want to see me but then she talked to me 5th period and stuff...so lauren if your still upset...i'm really really sorry...and since i am fucken unable to say that in person for some reason..i put it here since you will probably read this.
uh..college resumes are due tomorrow. i told my mom and was like "heres the format" and she snatches it out of my hand like "i cant belive you put this off now i have to rush it!" i was like WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT WOMAN. ...i mean..i hate doing work..but one minute she complains i dont take enough interest in the collge stuff and dont try hard enough then she wont even allow me to do my own collge resume..i was willing to do it..infact i begged her to let me and she just said "i dont want this messed up" and then when i got out of the car she drove away to my aunts. ...i am capable of writting my own collge resume...i may not be a genius..but i am not completly retarded. i can do somethings..i am capable most of the time.
i still have to pick a research paper topic to..i have no clue what i am going to do...when i told her i didnt know i felt like i just gave her all the more reason to think i am completly foolish and incapable of helping myself.
i'm still really tired to..i defintly think i'm going to go to bed a bit early tonight..uh yea thats pretty much it.
..lauren didnt show up to 2nd period..which made me think she didnt want to see me but then she talked to me 5th period and stuff...so lauren if your still upset...i'm really really sorry...and since i am fucken unable to say that in person for some reason..i put it here since you will probably read this.
uh..college resumes are due tomorrow. i told my mom and was like "heres the format" and she snatches it out of my hand like "i cant belive you put this off now i have to rush it!" i was like WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT WOMAN. ...i mean..i hate doing work..but one minute she complains i dont take enough interest in the collge stuff and dont try hard enough then she wont even allow me to do my own collge resume..i was willing to do it..infact i begged her to let me and she just said "i dont want this messed up" and then when i got out of the car she drove away to my aunts. ...i am capable of writting my own collge resume...i may not be a genius..but i am not completly retarded. i can do somethings..i am capable most of the time.
i still have to pick a research paper topic to..i have no clue what i am going to do...when i told her i didnt know i felt like i just gave her all the more reason to think i am completly foolish and incapable of helping myself.
i'm still really tired to..i defintly think i'm going to go to bed a bit early tonight..uh yea thats pretty much it.