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...I'm back.
but I'm ready to go back to Chicago.
I miss my Navy friends
and the people here aren't worth it.
actually only one isn't worth it.
but he's the only one that makes me want to stay.
and I pretty much hate hate him.
last night was the most awkward thing ever.
and the most emotionally painful.
worse than getting that letter in boot camp.
i dont know. I don't want to feel like shit the whole time I'm home because of one person.
but I can't help it
but I'm ready to go back to Chicago.
I miss my Navy friends
and the people here aren't worth it.
actually only one isn't worth it.
but he's the only one that makes me want to stay.
and I pretty much hate hate him.
last night was the most awkward thing ever.
and the most emotionally painful.
worse than getting that letter in boot camp.
i dont know. I don't want to feel like shit the whole time I'm home because of one person.
but I can't help it