Done with family
So on Monday I have to go to OCC for the Compass test. Not thrilled about it, but it has to be done. My parents have been riding me about everything under the sun. Can't they see that they are breaking me down. I don't know how much more I can handle this. Maybe I should find someone to stay with for a few days. Idk. When September comes around my mom wants me to go to school and have a job full time. My dad says as long as I'm going to school I don't need to have a job at the moment. Then sometimes its visa versa. I know he has been having a hard time at home since he has been layed off most of the time. But he doesn't need to ride me as hard as he is now. I'm nineteen in less than five months and he still treats me as a child. He thinks he can hit me when I piss him off. Or even ground me. He says when I act as a adult then maybe he will treat me as one. Even when I was acting on my best behavior and I was acting responsible he would still treat me as a stupid twelve year old. I'm done with it. I'm not putting up with this anymore, I'm sick of this. I'm just about to sneak out of this hell hole. I just might call quits on this family.